ISZWAN GOES ONLINE

Hello 2010

2010-01-06T22:56:00.005+08:00

Jiaxuannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!
I have moved!
I have long long moved to wordpress already.
It's nicer over there.
They have cute interface.

To be honest, I haven't moved on.
Really.
The reasons and emotions all came back.
Sigh.
But whatever, 2009 had been an Awesome Year.

iszwangoesonline.wordpress.com

" I love NPOB "

2009-09-03T23:24:00.002+08:00

Hey.

I'm a little bit hush here.
I only have 11 free days for my Semester Holiday.
Back to Back Camps.
Book Me faster.
I'm excited about my first camp as GL.
I'm tired as in super tired. (whole body cramps hor)
I'm tinkering.

I thought maybe a change would be nice.

http://iszwangoesonline.wordpress.com

The Mind is tired.

2009-08-31T01:50:00.004+08:00

All The mind wants now, is just a Peace of mind.

Happy Birthday V.

2009-08-29T00:43:00.008+08:00

For You have been a great friend.
You were my greatest friend, Girlfriend, Enemy and Lover (okay I lie about the first part)
I know it's hard to maintain this long distance relationship.
Happy Birthday.

I was right about today.

2009-08-28T23:14:00.003+08:00

Iron man Iszwan had lost a great battle.
He wants to dig a big big hole (6 feet deep) to hide inside.
For he has failed to live up to his expectation.
Sorry if You're dissapointed.

Sinking Goal.

2009-08-27T22:39:00.002+08:00

Today is not the day I want.
Totally not my day.
Enlighten Me.
For tmr will be even worse.
I am a bit Fragile.

" no need to tread water. "

Back To Square One.

2009-08-25T15:58:00.004+08:00

Wah lao eh.
Now I'm getting more depressed.
This is sucks man.
I wasted 4 days already.
I'm bloody lucky that I've the luxury of Time.

I will get fat once more.
So much for GNC huh.

147

2009-08-19T22:20:00.002+08:00

The Auntie ran faster than Me sia.
Nevermine, I'm a gentleman.
Ladies first.

And I finally sneezed after a very long time.
And it felt soooo %*&^#
I'm much better now.
As in, I don't shout like a sissy no more.

Porridge.

2009-08-15T23:47:00.001+08:00

So much for gaining weight.
I got skinny once more.
I got fat for nothing.
This is unfair man.

Joke of the month.

2009-08-13T20:24:00.009+08:00

I'm gonna tell You a joke.
Keep it to yourself.
If you find it not humorous.
Then I don't know what to say.

Once upon a time, there live a boy. He went to the gym.
He'd been eating a lot lately. And he's just 2kg short of hitting his target.
Which was 60kg. So he has been hitting the gym almost everyday.
Yes, everyday.

On that very day, the gym that he used to go to bought a new set of weighing machines.
They were bulky and sophisticated. It was Love at first sight.
So he tried on it.
First he tried 1kg.
Then he kept increasing the weight till 5kg.
It was easy.
So he thought why not double it to 10kg?
So he carried a weight of 10kg.
It wasn't tough.
So he thought again, why not triple it?
Again, he tried lifting the weight with 30kg this time.
At first, he could carry it.
It was heavy indeed, but he managed to raise it high enough.
He suspended the weight in the air for about 10 seconds.
Finally after 10 seconds, he slowly lower the weight and the lever.

Suddenly he heard a sound.
It was freaky.
It sounded like someone had teared a stack of paper at the speed of light.
He was tired, so he thought nothing of it. He went home.
After he washed up and had dinner, he went straight to bed.
He tried to sleep, but he couldn't.
It was only 10pm to start with.
So he read the newspaper, hoping that it would make him sleepy.
When he read the first article, his left chest felt so heavy.
It's like something was pulling his chest.
He also had difficulty in breathing.
So he asked his father who were busy watching ManUnited vs Chelsea. to give him a massage.
He always enjoy the massage from his father but for once, he shouted like a sissy when his father gave him a light rub.
His body turned stiff. He had difficulty in breathing.
His mom suggested to seek medical help ,but he was stubborn like an ox.
And quickly they changed and headed to the nearest hospital.
He had to wait a fugging 1 hour before he could see the doctor.
The pain had intensify by then.
He met a lot of people who like to wear baggy clothes and face masks.
And he finally met Miss X-ray.
She was cute.
After some romantic time with Miss X-ray, he had to go back to see the doctor.
And then came the bad news.
Torn Muscle tissue.
Surgery is a possibility.

" What happen ah? "

Shout like a sissy,

2009-08-12T11:43:00.003+08:00

It's painful now.
It's hard to move around.
My left hand shivers from time to time.
Painkiller makes me want to sleep.

Ms. X-ray

2009-08-11T11:51:00.007+08:00

I bet You won't believe who I just met.
I met Ms. X-ray for the first time.
We spent the whole night together.
It wasn't romantic at all.
Ms. X-ray said that I've damaged my left chest muscle tissue.
Ms. X-ray then gave me her autograph and a prescription along with a certificate of attendance
The certificate says, 3 weeks MC from any light or heavy activities.

And for once, it felt so much pain typing this short post.

" Just lie down and relax. "

Liabilities.

2009-08-09T00:10:00.005+08:00

How ironic that I actually forced myself to go on a consultation about Savings.
And I really did learn a lot.

The week was okay. Nothing to be disappointed about except with the amount in my bank.

" Are You coming? "

Mr. Sun / She called Me Sunshine

2009-08-03T00:49:00.007+08:00

There's something dark about that sky.
I guess Mr. Sun has lost his shine a little bit.
Not too worry.
As long as Mr. Sun never loses his fire.
The World will never be in total darkness.
You know what I mean do You.

" Get well soon Sunshine. "

Human.

2009-08-01T00:23:00.006+08:00

I totally forgotten that I'm quiet human actually.
Humans get tired if they don't get enough sleep.
Humans have high hopes.
Humans have wishful thinking.
Humans are stubborn at times.
Humans are forgetful too.
Humans make mistakes.
Some humans are beautiful.
Some are not.
No. I'm not talking about the Beauty on the surface
I'm talking about the Beauty deep inside.

I want to take up PHP.
I think it sounds nice.
Facebook is made from PHP.

Goodnight Sweet people.

" Happy Birthday to Gareth. "

She said I'm an Idiot / Major Crush.

2009-07-28T19:07:00.006+08:00

After today, I only left with two projects.
Suddenly, I feel so motivated.
Maybe because of Yesterday late-night nagging.
You know, I like girls who nag a lot.
Just like my Mom.

And finally after so many months.
I saw her again.
The girl who always filled butterflies in my stomach.
Too bad.
We are merely Perfect Strangers.

" Jia You, two more weeks. "

Dry.

2009-07-27T23:47:00.003+08:00

I'm running dry.
Dry of ideas.
Dry of excuses.
And Dry of Luck.

Time management is Virtue.

" Leave no Prisoners "

Adobe died.

2009-07-25T22:05:00.004+08:00

Hey World.

Yesterday was Good.
We got 11th place.
Not bad actually.
We'll try again next year.
Hopefully, top 7.
Remember, it's not whether We can, it's whether we want to.

Now after today.
I think I'm in a real mess.
Really, real mess.
It make me want to study less.
My Adobe CS4 Flash still isn't working.
I tried all means to revive it.
I think I just have to make do with what I have now.
Maybe hopefully, without it.
I can still create something out of nothing.

And Project Muscle has officially initiate.

" 1, 2, 3, Woooosh! "

Today not my day. / Project Muscle

2009-07-24T01:38:00.004+08:00

Today wasn't my day.
I failed my _______ test.
So blooody noob.
Okay, I'll get over it and really need to think of a plan.
I think I need an Oxygen tank.

My Adobe CS4 died on Me.
I've tried all means to revive it.
But sadly, I couldn't.
Why? Why?
Why must You died at this point of time.
I need You badly, like I need my caffeine every single day.

And I just thought of a very good plan.
No. It's not about the _______ test.
It's something even better.
I will name it, Project Muscle.

" Are You fine? "

Unity, Courage & Challenge

2009-07-19T20:35:00.004+08:00

To get through difficulties, You've to go through them.
It's really true, You know.
You won't finish a journey, unless You continue.
Continue to keep going forward.
Continue to tell Yourself not to give up.
Continue to not let Your weaknesses and fears succumb You.
Continue to push Yourself forward if that means necessary.
And Continue not to let some bloody torns bring You down. (Yea. I like that.)

I didn't go through it alone, thankfully.
I went through it with a group of Great people.
We motivated and looked out for one another.
I think the cold and lame jokes break the ice.
Of course, I'm full of cold and lame jokes (:

" Eh! Watch out! "

Expect De Unexpected.

2009-07-16T23:18:00.004+08:00

Hey World.

Guess what. I still haven't cleared all the mess yet. I know, I said I'll do it on Monday. It's Thursday and a few minutes later, it would be Friday already. I don't think I can do it over the weekend.

I've just finished packing for EDU. I'm very sure I'll enjoy and learn something new out of it. I'm curious. Just how high is the level of my Endurance. At the end of the day, I'm my own worst enemy.

" Where are You? "

One day You Up, next day You Down.

2009-07-12T23:24:00.003+08:00

Okay this aint cool at all.
I wasted my sunday.
Hopefully tmr will be the day.
That I clear all the Mess.

Goodnight World.

Sincerity

2009-07-12T19:07:00.003+08:00

Hey World.

Yesterday was Good.
The Birthday Celebration was sweet.
All must thank Jewellcy and Weilson.
They did more than what normal Humans would do to celebrate someone's birthday.

And now I shall hereby declare.
I will retreat back to reality.

Take care. Play hard. Study even harder.

" 1, 2, 3, Wooosh. "

I need my sleep.

2009-07-10T23:18:00.004+08:00

One down. Three more to go.
I think I will finally be able to sleep well tonight.
For tonight only.

So I was asked a question.
How did I do it?
Just try and do it.
Don't give up.
It's not whether we can, it's whether we want to.
(:

And I don't think it's hard to hold one's bladder for two hours.
Oh c'mon they sacrifice a lot of effort to put up a good show.
Be kind, little people.

" 15mins left. "

I went to Microsoft / Motivate Me.

2009-07-10T01:16:00.004+08:00

Today was mixed of Good and Bad.
I could imagine what I'm gonna be doing once graduated.
Not everyone was fortunate as Me.
I'm just thankful for being selected to go on this workshop.

Now I know I can do some wonders with the Computer.
I like the working atmosphere a lot.
They give you a very spacious room with very huge Workstation.
And You can have all the luxury and time of your life to create something out of nothing.
It's everyone's dream job.
Who doesn't want their very own office at the start of their career.

So I reflected and thought.
Is this what I really want to do in life.
Maybe a year ago I had a different kind of life that I want in mind.
But life is full of mystery.
You won't know what will happen until you see it for yourself.
I'm just trying by best to make things right again.
So let see how far I can go from here.

So after today's Business Stats/Computing Math Understanding Test.
I think I'm just plain terrible at Probability.
It's the only lecture that I can make beautiful Castle in the air.
If I ever play shares on the stock market, I would probably end up with the biggest loses.

Goodnight.

" You won yourself a book prize. " (:

You like Her. Does She Like You?

2009-07-07T18:36:00.007+08:00

I learnt two things today.

Sometimes, truth can be sad.
It's just how the way We see and accept it.
Are We gonna continue to be sad.
Or are We gonna accept it and just move on with our life.
Or are We gonna change and do something about it.
I like the sound of the last one more.

I learnt about Life in India.
It's sad to know that there are still some group of people that discriminate one another.
Seeing how a kid being left out alone while others of his age played around together just because his father harvest Padi for a Living.
Sometime truth can be sad.
I'm just moved by the kid how He's not sad at all.
He's even more motivated to change.
Change for the Better, of course.

" Want to go Haji Lane? "

Cheer Up Preety Face.

2009-07-02T23:35:00.002+08:00

Hey Cheer Up.
Work harder next time.
Maybe We shall go out on a study date.
Yea, Study date.
I like the sound of it.

" I'm not sad anymore. "

Green Pen, White Papers.

2009-07-01T22:51:00.005+08:00

First reaction was shocked.
Second was relieved.
Third was much anticipated.
And all the Good feelings so on and so forth.

It's not whether We can, It's whether We want to.
A cliche overly used by Me.
I live with it.
I had enough already.
You know, those shit.

It's human nature that We only learnt our lesson once We regret things that We do out of folly.
So do You want to learn it the hard way.
Or do it the hard way.
You know it's not whether We can, it's whether We want to.

" Meet at Atrium. "

Just these will do.

2009-06-28T20:31:00.008+08:00

Tmr is school.
I really starting to really really like school.
Holiday was somehow wisely spent.
I'm just glad that I got myself into a group of Great people.
I hope it stays the same.
It adds meaning to my life.
I already screwed a lot.
So no more.

Tmr will also be D-day.
I hope for an A.
I really did put a lot of effort.
But when I think again.
I could have put even more.
So tmr will be D-day.

I'm already a quarter through the first Year of Poly Life.
My goal is simple.
Diploma Plus.
Just that will do.
These will be the five things I hope to do from now.
Master Computer Science.
Learn a new Programming language.
Bond with my OB mates & classmates.
Stop doing things that makes my Mom to nag.
And start to see things from different perspectives.
Just that will do for now.

" Tomorrow meet at the same place, same timing. "

Bon Voyage Girlfriend

2009-06-27T20:16:00.003+08:00

Hey We finally met each other after so long.
Glad to know You're fine.
I bet You missed Me.
You're still like the same.
Nothing Change.
So what now?

I guess Goodbye.
Don't miss Me too much.
Don't forget about Me.
If You do it's okay.
Don't waste Your time.
Seriously, don't waste Your time.
Life is short.
Believe in Yourself.
Nothing is impossible.

Maybe if You decide to come back again.
I'd ask You to marry Me or something.
Thats if I ever want to commit suicide.
Hahahah. Thats funny.
Seriously, cannot imagine that coming.

" Thank You Dear. "

The Cutest pair of Shoe

2009-06-25T23:22:00.008+08:00

I still remember my first ever pair of shoe. It was the cutest pair of shoe of all. They had stars on the side and they would light up every time I took a step. I was so in love with it that I even wore it to sleep.

I also remember my first ever pair of Soccer Boot. It was given by my uncle. I wanted it so badly because I wanted to join Tanjong Pagar Junior Soccer Team but my parents couldn't afford one. Thankfully I had a Life saver. As Years went on the pair of legs grew bigger and the shoe got even tighter. So I would save a few cents each day so I could get myself a new pair of soccer boot. But I was terrible at managing my own finance. My father surprised me with something that I couldn't ask for more. A new pair of soccer boot. It wasn't the most flashy one nor it was the one that I had promised myself that I would save enough to purchase it. But it has been with Me since secondary 1 up till now. All the major wins, draws and loses.

I also remember my very first shoe which I bought with my own money(it was on sale!). It was a pair of Mizuno Sports Shoe. My most favourite pair of shoe that time. It was my school shoe, running shoe and even soccer shoe at some point of time.

So after Yesterday's night jogging (with Awesome ppl) it kind of set Me thinking actually about the shoe I'm currently wearing now(I bet You don't know the Brand). It has always been the same for all my other past shoes (which I bought on sale of course!). They are always my school shoe cum running shoe cum soccer shoe cum my only only shoe that I wear to everywhere. I'm just amazed at how my current shoe can still survive for the 9 weeks ever since Poly started. And the last 9 weeks ago have been awesome.

" Lets run to Dairy Farm and back to school. "

Cuts & Bruises

2009-06-22T15:35:00.010+08:00

It feels like Yesterday was Friday. My weekend came to an end so fast. Time fly so fast when You have fun.

On an even brighter note. Happy Fathers' Day to all Fathers. A real Man is someone who sacrifices themselves for their Family. Atikah told Me that. And My Father is someone who I want to emulate one day.

" You'll have passed. "

Decisions. Decisions. / Kayaking One Star!

2009-06-21T00:28:00.006+08:00

Hey World.

Wow. Today was tiring indeed but overall I had fun. I didn't expect to use a lot of arm strength at first. I learnt a lot. One thing was that, don't have to be afraid to be in middle of the deep sea. Well not because that I have a life-jacket on, it's because I know I'll not be alone in the sea.

I don't know why suddenly I feel so motivated after meeting Mdm Cheng for the first time in 3months. I know, I screw up some things about my Life. She gave me a few encouraging words. They were sweet I think.

And I watched movie while sitting of the floor. Thats something new. I think it's romantic. Okay I shall note that. 101 Romantic Ways: Sitting on the floor(at the front) while watching a GV Max movie.

" Iszwan is Hard-working and... "

Short & Sweet

2009-06-17T21:59:00.005+08:00

Hmmmm. I just realised something. My posts are getting shorter & shorter each day. Must be the swine flu I guess. LOL.

I just hope Swine flu would go away. Please disappear for good. Shoooo. Shoooo. Okay lets make a deal. I give You candy & You disappear. Deal?

" Lets play moment of Truth. "

North South East West

2009-06-16T23:38:00.004+08:00

Hey World.

I just glad that today was Fruitful. I helped out at the Pinnacle Clinic. Not bad. We made a Good Team. I learnt how to navigate. I shall use this skill to navigate my way home one day.

JiaXuan & Yi Xuan

SuZhen

I bought a few books on Programming(they are very Cheap!). Ohh man it was an eye opener indeed.

" Father Ibrahim Had 7 Children. 7 Children Had Father Ibrahim. ~"

Girlfriend Locked Me.

2009-06-15T16:05:00.008+08:00

So it was raining. He had lent his Umbrella to that Beautiful Lady. He was in the middle of nowhere and He didn't plan to get wet either. So He waited. And waited. And continued to wait for that Beautiful Lady. But that Beautiful Lady was nowhere at sight. He wondered, where did She go? So he switched on his MP3 and listen to a couple of songs that He put on repeat. Suddenly he felt tired of waiting. No don't get it wrong. He wasn't tired of waiting for that Beautiful Lady. He don't mind waiting for that Beautiful Lady even the whole day. Just that He was tired of waiting for Shit to happen. You know those Shit that he always wanted to do. Somehow they always ended up in Fiasco.

It's the first day of Term Break. Cheers. This time it won't turn up Fiasco. Pls don't.

" Can You make Yourself Free on Thursday please? "

Beautiful / BBQ pit 4

2009-06-15T00:07:00.003+08:00

Hey World.

It's term break. The last 8 weeks ago were Beautiful. Everyday was special but the last two weeks were exceptional. They were much Beautiful I think. I found joy in the company of my OB mates.

I thought about on a lot of stuff and I reflected on it. I promise, I'll make up for it this time.

" Lets play Volleyball. "

A healthy bad Obsession / Smack Your Face.

2009-06-11T21:10:00.006+08:00

Hmmm. It's not about Passing. I shouldn't be here if I couldn't even make up to the Grade. It's all about being the Best. I guess I'm obsess. It's just a healthy bad Obsession.

And I just think that people who abuse others are scumbags. Oh c'mon, you think you're some King who gets to spend all of your taxpayer's hard-earned money that You can do whatever you want. Treat a Lady like a Lady. Didn't your Dad's mistress tell You that?

" Time's up. Please stop writing. "

Disgustingly Emo

2009-06-10T13:40:00.002+08:00

Hey World.

Suddenly I feel disgustingly Emo after my paper. Today's paper was okay. Just that I mixed up the "more than" sign and the "less than" sign. It's 8 mark. It couldn't be that bad right?
On a brighter note, my graph looks Sexy.

I've been scaring myself lately. I kept thinking the most negative stuff.

And Al-Azhar was good I think. I like their toilet. The Nasi Briyani Serving is BIG.

" Who will You save first? You mom or Your girlfriend. "

16 digits Number.

2009-06-08T21:11:00.006+08:00

Hey. Computer Science Paper was okay. I shouldn't sound too overconfident either. I really hope for an A. Some parts about the paper were kind of a culture shock at first. Maybe this suggests I should put extra more time for next term. Anyway, I'm just happy that I'm able to solve the 16 digits Number finally. I guess Yesterday overnight last ditch study didn't go to waste.

I guess thats it. Study Well Sweet People. Next up. Computing Math/Business Stats. My weakest Module I think.

" What. You didn't sleep again ah? "

Please Be Nice To Me.

2009-06-05T21:22:00.007+08:00

Hello World. I'm just glad that the week is finally over. Maybe because One project is done and over with.

I learnt something new and it sets Me thinking somehow. I told Myself a lot of times not to leave things till last minute. I guess I've such a forgetful mind. Or maybe because I got myself too occupied with Computer Science and Computing Math/Business Stats (my weakest module) that I totally forgotten about my Web Publishing Project. I'm just glad that I sacrificed my sleep for that. Atleast I won't have a couple of sleepless nights later.

I guess I'm back to what I'm ought to do. Computer Science & Computing Math/Business Stats please be nice to Me.

I don't like Fridays that have no OB training. It feels super empty.

Goodnight Sweet People.

" You never sleep huh? "

Hey Girlfriend this Friday?

2009-06-01T01:11:00.004+08:00

Shit. Personal WEB Portfolio by this Friday. I've totally forgotten about that.

It's already past 1am. I'm motivated to finish Charlotte's Web. Just a few more pages to go. LOL.

I somehow have what I want to achieve in mind. I believe it's tough. I hope I'm able get into the Diploma Plus Programme. Amin.

till then Sweet people (=

" Today you got study? "

Buck Up!

2009-05-30T01:09:00.003+08:00

Better Buck Up. Seriously, Better Buck up.

The Competition suddenly got a little bit Rough. Suddenly, Everyone wants to get an AD. With my incompetent knowledge on Computer Science, I'm losing out to everyone.

I had a major Presentation. I think I did fine (I made a Script!) until the Q&A section. Cai Shi really wanted to kill Me with all the questions that she posed at Me. I learnt something anyway. What you plant now, you will harvest later. But actual fact, I didn't manage to plant much. You know what I mean? So I'm grateful for this experience.

" I'd like to end My presentation with a Quote in Mind... "

Let me Sleep more pls.

2009-05-28T23:44:00.003+08:00

Who would have the right mind to put 12 zeros. Something wrong with the Guy who set the Understanding Test Paper. He really wanted to kill Me.

Now, Two topics behind. Better Buck Up.

And Night at The Museum2 wasn't that boring as what I thought. I badly need to watch Terminator 4.

I like Friday like no other day. Firstly, there's OB. Secondly, there's OB. Thirdly, it's TGIF. I probably don't need to wake up early the next day. Unless there's a call.

" Let's take a Picture together. "

Hello Girlfriend Help Me.

2009-05-24T14:51:00.010+08:00

Pinnacle Race looks Fun. The Cycling Challenge really thrills Me to the core. I contemplating whether I should join it. I have this feeling that I've something on that day. You know this feeling. Like there's a voice telling You something gonna get messy & complicated soon.

I decided not to take the Diploma Plus Programme. I'm already one topic behind for my Computing Math/Business Stats.

I shall Push myself. Nobody say it's Almost Easy. Isn't that a Song?

" Wanna Join the Pinnacle Race with Me? "

Bus 11 / Business Development Solutions

2009-05-23T02:41:00.007+08:00

Yo. It's already past midnight. To be exact now it's 2:45 am. I've never walk such a long distance alone before in my life. Another new thing that I've so far achieved. I shouldn't have stayed till midnight at KAP. I should have just catch the last Bus. But I will not regret that. I really do enjoy the company of my OB Mates. They are Blooody sporting people. So yah, from my house to Ngee Ann Poly isn't that far from what I first thought actually. Everything is like connected. Maybe some parts are just a little bit dark. Atleast I didn't hail a cab. The cab's fare could last Me another week.

I received a call from my lecturer. I got into Diploma Plus Programme. I was offered Business Development Solution instead. Guess what, this programme will probably take up chunk of my June Holiday. I don't know whether I should take it or not. It seems attractive. From what I see now is that I'm not really doing well right now. Maths is taking up 60% of my brain cells. Whereas I'm just doing fairly average on my 5 other modules. I need to sit down & really plan what I'm gonna do for the next few months. The workload has already starting to pile up. Maybe the first thing I should do is to tidy up my room

Gooodnight. Sweet Dreams people.

" I want nobody nobody. But You. " ~

Sleepy/ Girls' Domination.

2009-05-20T22:32:00.006+08:00

Eh. I'm so blooody sleepy luh. It's only 10.34 pm. And I still haven't finished my COS Proposal (the so-called IT Business project) that is due on Friday.

I just received an E-mail from my Lecturer. I didn't get a place in the Diploma Plus Program. Basket. I met the criteria lor. It would be a Big Breakthrough if I get to study Advance Web Design & Production. Whats surprising is there are more Girls than Boys who got into it. You rarely see Girls interested in Programming and stuff. But I admire those Girls who interested in the IT field. It's not an easy subject to start with. And I salute them.

Okay. Goodnight World. Study Smart.

Socket Rock My Socks! See You all on Friday! I miss You ppl.

" Thank You. We will inform You of any changes. "

Socket / I camped at I Camp.

2009-05-17T22:08:00.007+08:00

I make it as quick as possible. I've less than 6 hrs to finsih my Week 5 Web Publishing 1% project. I guess it's due to bad time management. But it's okay. I had a good reason.

I Camp was a Blast. My Group was the Best. The most Enthusiastic group of people I've ever mixed with. We clicked Super-Ultra fast. Maybe because Everyone likes to talk Rubbish like Me, especially the Girls. The Girls were Awesome. Who would ever thought that the Girls could be louder than the Boys. I guess it's not the End yet. It's just the beginning of something Great. Socket was Wonderful. I'll look forward to every Friday.

I guess thats it. I talk more about it next time.

" Concentration.Concentration. This is a game of Concentration. " ~

Let Your Passion Drives You.

2009-05-14T22:34:00.009+08:00

Eh Yo!

I'm all set for OB I-Camp. This time I'm gonna bring one full bottle of Sun Block. I got nasty sensitive skin.

I took my second Computing Math/Business Stats mock Test today. And I really did mug for it. Actually it does feel good when You know that You actually study for it. But when you check the model answer and You realise You only got like half of it right, it does feel like sucking balls. Hahah.

I guess thats it. Goodnight Sweet ppl. Study smart.

" If there's a Will , there's a Way. "

Computing Math/Business Stats

2009-05-11T21:32:00.008+08:00

So I finally gotten my Mathematics result. I think I should be elated with a C. Credit to Ashley as well as Derrick for wasting their precious time to teach Me A Maths from Scratch. How wonderful, two people need to teach Me A math. I guess You know now how terrible my Level of Mathematics is.

This week gonna be a very Crazy one I think. Make up lessons, two tests (Another A Math test. Damn. ) Web Publishing Projects & Practical and of course the one that I can't wait for- Outward Bounders Interaction Camp! I think it's would be a miracle if I can manage my time well for this whole week.

And I've been eating a lot lately. My appetite has been good. Must be the People around Me. They're Great. I hope I can gain atleast 5kg by the end of June. LOL. I've been doing a lot of Weight Training too. Don't laugh.

And I just sent my Diploma Plus Program registration. I hope they consider Me. It's sucks real bad if not. There's too much application in Business. I need a balance in poly. And Ashley owes Me an Ice Cream (=

I guess thats it. I think I better start peeking through my Java notes. I tend to build Castle in the air during Lectures. Goodnight Sweet ppl. Study smart.

" If I laugh, I treat You Ice Cream! "

Computing Math/Business Stats

2009-05-04T21:09:00.004+08:00

We've already wrapped up the first topic of Computing Math. Set was the first ever topic. The new topic is Relations & Function. We done two tutorials and one Lecture. I tell You this. I can't even give a simple definition about Sets. Don't even ask Me about Venn Diagram. I don't even know they exist.

Poly life is difficult. Every thing is like Touch&Go. Unlike Secondary Sch, You would have someone like Mdm Cheng to help You. I just read my Study Plan. It states, 7 topics in 7 weeks.

So to those who gonna be taking their Major Exams soon. (why are You here?You can't find Math equations here.) Sleep with your Math Textbook if You want to take up any Business or IT Courses in Poly or even Engineering else well. If You know A Math, it's a Plus. Don't drop it, love it.

I learnt something. Too many goals, too many failures. I lost some things, I gained new things too. I gained new Perceptions. You will only learn Your lesson when You know what failure is like.

What I need now is a crash course man. Ashley willing to teach Me A Math from scratch. That's sweet I think. I need atleast a B for Advance Computing Math plus Diploma Certificate.

I understand idiot. Dont worry. I dont take things too hard.
Goodnight Sweet People. Study Smart.

" You dun understand. You're just a wannabe tt wanna go Business. "

2009-05-04T01:17:00.003+08:00

I'm finally done with Computing Maths man. I be honest. I've doubts with my answers. My equations are preeeeetty nasty to look at.

I like those Yes/No questions. They're straight forward. It's either You're right or wrong.

Goodnight Sweet People.

" Excuse Me. Can You pls study else where. I hope You understand. "

Short & Sweet

2009-05-01T22:18:00.002+08:00

I can say that it's gonna get even tougher from now on. I don't know where I'm standing actually. There's a lot of gap to be filled.

Computing Mathematics is easier said than done.

" Hi. My name is Iszwan. "

I wait for You. You wait for Me.

2009-04-28T23:30:00.005+08:00

IS was good I think. Communication Toolkit luh.

So I had to present an article. I think there's something wrong with my Legs. They shook a lot. Got to know some new people. Most are fellow ICTians. They are Zho Yi, Royston & Michelle Chia. They're preeety nice actually.

And I walked home with Michelle Chan. Cool siah. She didn't believe 97.37% of the Bull shit that I told Her. Hahahah.

" Bye Iszwan. " " Bye Rina. "

Computing Math.

2009-04-27T23:11:00.003+08:00

It was indeed an enjoying ride to Brass Basah with Ashley, Wenjie , Shawn & Derrick. I think I'm gonna get closed with these ppl.

Sorry guys. I couldn't get the Computing Math Textbook for all of Us. It's a wasteful trip.

And now that I mention Computer Math. I think it's one of the subject I might have a few difficulties in understanding it. And Business Statistic too.

Tmr is IS. My senior hate IS. So am I.

" Why don't we eat at Banquet? It's cheaper! "

2009-04-25T00:19:00.000+08:00

I'm scaring myself.
I'm really scaring myself.
I'm really really scaring myself.
I'm good at scaring myself.
Oh Yah, I'm damn good at scaring myself.

Oh Thank You Ashley for recommending Me to some good lotions. (You've to get used to her name. I think I'm gonna blog abt Her & a few more often nw) I think I just stick to the one I'm using currently. I can see the effect. My skin is tearing apart. Is that good or bad?

" This Friday watch movie? "

Outward Bounders

2009-04-24T23:30:00.005+08:00

The People are Friendly.
They Welcomed all the Freshie with a Great Big Smile.
How Wonderful it is, She remembers Me.
And I didn't feel like being Alienated at all.
I know I'm Weird.
Goodnight.

First Week was somehow Fruitful?

" We're going to play the game called Bacteria! "

2009-04-24T00:31:00.003+08:00

Why Walk when You can take the Bus?

and

Why take the Bus when You can walk?

Skin starts to Peeel. WTF!

2009-04-22T23:05:00.004+08:00

=IF(L2>=85,"A+",IF(L2>=80,"A")),IF(L2>=75,"B+",IF(L2>=70,"B")),IF(L2>=65,"C")

Do you understand the Banana what I'm writing? Cause the blooody Excel kept saying my Formula is wrong. I think too many Brackets.

Motivational Talk was Great.

Why wait for tomorrow when You've today.

" 3 Assignments by this Monday before 8:30am. "

2009-04-21T20:27:00.006+08:00

My Heat rash looks better now I think. But my arms are tanned. The right one is darker than the left.
I feel Paiseh talking to my Senior. She's the same age as Me!

IS module was Okay.

Mentor: So are You convinced with what the Author said?
Iszwan : No. Because He reminds Me of my English Teacher.

" Joking only luh. Why so serious? " - Hahah.

2009-04-21T00:10:00.009+08:00

So I've received my time table. I think I'll find a hard time with my IS Modules this semester. My other Modules is okay I think.

Ugly Heat Rashes or Sun Burn or whatever You call it, go away luh.

" There's a New Diploma Programme called, The Business Development Solutions. "

Heat Rash.

2009-04-19T19:15:00.004+08:00

Hey. Ubin trip was physically exhilarating & mentally exhausted.

Meet my Future employer.

Okay. Tmr is sch. And I got so-Bloody-Ugly Heat rashes. Take care.

To be in the Student Council.

2009-04-17T20:22:00.008+08:00

Hey.

Today was Super Awesome. Just that Mei Yi was absent. The first girl in my class I talked to. LOL. Wasted siah. If not can bond. It's okay there's 8 May!

So today I really had fun. I think my classmates are funny & interesting people. Though I share no common interest with most of them, we clicked fast. Maybe not all I guess. But slowly We'll get to know each other better. We played Human Foosball & Water Bomb Battlefield. I got Wet. Hahah.

I really have utmost respect for the ICT Student Council. They're like the backbone of the ICT. Plus the people in the Student Council are all funny people. They're bloody Joker. They really inspire Me. Somehow. Maybe I should make a new Goal. To Be in the Student Council.

I met this Girl. She's from another class. I just find her very amusing. Though She looks petite, she the most outgoing & sporty person I've ever met. Kudos to Her. Without Her I don't think Ulong can win.

And She said my legs are sexy. LOL. Maybe next time I wear FBT when I've shaved my legs or something. Hahah.

" Hi. My name is Kimberly. "

ICTian. / Ulong Tribe.

2009-04-16T20:14:00.005+08:00

Hey.

I'm officially an ICTian. Today was Good I guess. I think I'll slowly get to know my course mates. They are nice people I think. They don't bite. I think We clicked quickly.

Eh Nelson, Jin Ting my Student Buddy leader siah! The girl who tricked Me into buying Acer. Opps. I mean, the girl who promote Acer to Me.

" Ulong Ulong 1 Ooiiiiiiiii! "

"Sub Sub What lah?"

See the originality? Hahah.

I think tmr would be Great.

" Give Me one Roti Prata cheer! "

Starhub

2009-04-13T23:46:00.005+08:00

I've said my Peace to everyone. It felt a bit Heavy or a better word would be, reluctant to leave Starhub. Time flies so fast. I still remember the first day. (It's 18 november, cause the next day was Prom) I received a call at 7.30am from Hong Ren and the next hour I was already at Work. It was a bit surreal actually when They told I could start work immidietly.

I made a lot of mature Friends. They are simply Awesome People. Nice Awesome People.

I learnt a lot of things about Life. Everything is an Eye Opener.

" Next time before Holiday call Me. "

09.04.09

2009-04-10T23:07:00.005+08:00

I really had a Great time. Though earlier plans were thwarted, overall we did have a Quality time spent together.

Everyone has changed. So different since the last time We met. I've changed. You've changed. She's changed. He's changed. I think I looked more stupid & less human looking. Hahah.

Old memories hunting Us down. Reminisce all the past Experiences, Fights & Joy. We talked about our Primary school teachers. Wondering if they are still teaching in Queestown. And We talked about our Old Crushes. Hahah. I still remember this girl. I had crushed on Her. She was from EM1. I wonder if she remember Me.

Actually, nothing really change. It feels like Old Time.

You know, toilets are hard to find at Siloso beach. They are like a couple hundred metres strategically apart. Say if You need to go to the toilet. That means, You need to run a couple hundred metres to the toilet, half-naked. If You're too tired, just do Your business in the sea! Of course I didn't do it in the Sea.

More Pics at Multiply.

" Whats the name of the Girl from Em1 that You like? "

Wi-fi Date.

2009-04-07T22:58:00.006+08:00

Dude.

Wi-fi Midnight date was actually a bad idea. But atleast I got a Qmax account now. And it's freee. Hahah.

It was 1am in the Morning & I saw a Man. He was half-naked. Nothing was out of the ordinary about him. Just that He looked like someone whom I knew that has alrd passed away.

Bloody Spoooky.

" Eh It's already 12.30am, I can hear my mom calling Me alrd! "

2009-04-05T23:47:00.005+08:00

Damn.

The door to second chance has officially closed for Me. I'm stuck. I think it's fated.

The S.A.M hanged again. Must be my hair. I've a few regrets. All I wanted to do was to make things right.

I just have to swallow this bitter facts, now that I know I can't change anything. I hope there's some kind of blessing in disguise.

You know what I'm talking don't You?

" How about Monday? "

Sat.

2009-04-04T22:12:00.005+08:00

I feel bad about today. I'm a jinx. I'm sorry.

The S.A.M machine hanged on Me. I'm gonna miss the due date of my bills. I've a feeling I'm gonna get a heavy nagging.

If I drink cold milk, will I get sicked? I hope so.

" eh don't lose anymore things huh. " - Hahah.

2009-04-03T21:30:00.005+08:00

I think I'm getting complacent. Must be the Protein Bar.

Ever since there's a new CFO, there's been a lot of changes here and there particularly about the Overtime issue. I just thought it's a bit unfair to some older workers. Because without Overtime Pay, overall their monthly income is not that much actually. Sum more they work longer hour than some of those who hold better & high post. They take shorter breaks, less leave and zero day off.

But then again, at least the idea is much better than laying off workers.

I can't complain much. I'm just a Temporary Logistic Staff who does 99% purely mundane stuff than uses 3.051% brain cells. Dude, my Life is Boring.

" From now on, Everyone must fill up the Approval form. "

Bad Excuse.

2009-04-01T21:49:00.005+08:00

Yesterday should have been my last day of work but it wasn't meant to be I guess. Naweey asked Me to extent a couple of days . And I thought, since I won't have anything better to do at home, I might else well work. Okay, it's a bad excuse. I'd promised to many people that March will be my last month. But I just want to make myself feel better. And it has nothing to do with the bloody receipt. Serious, not lying. Moreover, Naweey said I can take as much Half-day as I want.

I broke a lot of Promise. I'm sorry.

" April Fool, Fool! "

2009-03-31T20:06:00.004+08:00

Hey Bro,

I know I'm stupid. Don't act like You're concern. I know what You did. At least, You should have deleted the History after using My Account. So I won't know what You'd done. See! You looked dumb damnit.

And stay away from my blog. It's Anti-Perfectionist.

" How come I'm talking to Your brother? "

$103 "Crumpler"

2009-03-29T22:43:00.003+08:00

I must always remember this. Money first, then receipt. Money first, then receipt. Money first, then the bloody receipt. Not the receipt, then Money. Not the receipt, then Money. Not the bloody receipt, then Money.

I'm truly a Generous Idiot. Yes I AM.

Cheeebye.

" Why You need the receipt for? Just see the screen can already. " - Nelson.

2009-03-28T21:11:00.004+08:00

Oily & Dry skin. Damn irritating.

" This is called, Sex Band! " - Idiot

One day Off / Umno's Freaking Weak.

2009-03-26T23:22:00.006+08:00

I really like this. To know that I won't have to wake up at such an ungodly hour tmr and faithfully force myself to sleep at 11 sharp. I really like this. How I wish I could do this everyday.

Tmr would be a nice day, I perhaps. Maybe I'll treat myself to some great old fashion Meee Bakso.

&

I just think that UMNO is weak. They are Desperate. Freaking Desperate. Their Umno Assembly which was shown on TV tells it all. I think it's a cheap Propaganda & Publicity. How will the Malays ever rule the world like this?

" More Suck! " - Ridhwan

Ayer Rajah Crescent, Blok 28.

2009-03-23T23:06:00.004+08:00

There is a new Chief Financial Officer. The atmosphere was rather sober. There was a little bit of excitement but clearly everyone was having Monday blues.

It felt like forever waiting for his arrival. I bet he lost his way to the Starhub Logistic Center. Everyone has lost their way to the Starhub Logistic before. And it was his first day too. So it's entirely forgiven. LOL. Who cares about being late if You're a CFO. Right?

" All Staff, please report to the Warehouse now. " - Senior Manager!

It's Karma

2009-03-21T22:56:00.009+08:00

Almost late today. I think I ran about 600 meters from the bustop to the Logistic Center. You know, morning exercise is good to kick start your day. Thankfully, no Ugly red circle on my punch card.

And again today I caught myself watching MNC Indonesia Channel. (It's a Privilege when You work at Starhub) I was just curious what show was on the air this time. This time I think they air a good show. It's really an eyeopener to start with. It was actually a reality show. It's called "Minta Tolong" or in English, "Pleading for Help". The motive of this show was to find out how many people would help the less fortunate. There's was this Lady, she pretended to be a beggar asking the local restaurants & food hawkers to donate some food for her sicked child. If you don't know, in Indonesia, the rich go to the restaurants and the poor go to food hawkers. Those from the middle Group? There's no such thing as the middle group. In Indonesia, it's either You're Rich or Poor.

I realise that only the poor would help the poorer. The rich? Most don't have a shred of Empathy at all. It's kind of pathetic that out of 137 people who the lady had asked for help, only one was willing to donate some food for her sicked child. Of course, the person who had helped her wasn't rich. She too struggled to make ends meet.

So I think I learnt something. Even how much We struggle at Life, we should still help one another without second thoughts. It's Karma. If You help People, they too will help You one day. Can never know, maybe someday I become a Bankrupt and end up begging at Bugis, infront of Rochor Center NTUC Market, People would still help Me. Life is unpredictable. But hopefully, that won't happen to Me. Hahah.

" Eh We jog to Queenstown Primary then to Queensway Secondary? " - Haris.

Temper Flares.

2009-03-20T23:07:00.004+08:00

For some reason, I'm a bit more temperamental these past few days. I got annoyed very quickly. Of course I didn't blow up. Hmm... must be the Protein Bar. Yah, must be that.

Maybe A good TGIF night sleep is all that I need. I'm drained. Goodnight.

" Why You so quite today? " - JK.

Brothel 198

2009-03-18T21:20:00.008+08:00

I don't know why. After watching this particular show on MNC Indonesia Channel, I just thought that it was a stupid broadcast show. It's one of the show that really makes You think, " Why are they showing this on TV? "

At first I thought it was some food show. But when they started to tail and spy a group of people. It was no longer a food show of course. They followed this van to a remote area in Jakarta. So when the van finally stopped, there was an old rundown building. It was actually a brothel. One of the crew pretend to be a customer. It was revealed that they had girls from all over the states and that they promised those girls were free from any diseases. What was saddening that some of the girls were as young as 12!
A moment I thought it was a good infotainment show. But when they started to interview one of the Girls and take matters into their own hands. It kind turned a bit unexpected. The crew tailed the girl and revealed her identity. The outcome was nasty. When the mother knew about it. She disowned her daughter. There were tears flowing down. The mother couldn't believe what the crew had told her. There was little sympathy from the crew. And the most absurd thing is that it was shown on national television for everyone to see.

Well I believe Starhub is Promoting MNC Indonesia Channel now. I think it's a stupid broadcast channel. It is a good Infotainment channel, but when You intruded into one's personal space and crushed his or her pride and then make it into a show for everyone to see, it's no longer a good Infotainment channel. It's so not the coolest things ever.

" Just don't subscribe the channel! "

2009-03-17T23:19:00.003+08:00

Hey.

I got another hoodie . It looked even better and more comfortable than the previous one I bought. See! I told You. I'm not afraid to spend my monies. Hahah. Okay, I lied.

&

Vina make up Your mind. Singapore, Indonesia, Japan or Australia? Overseas call is freaking expensive You know. And pls Wake Up!

" Go down now. I'm below Your house. " - Vina

Wireless Internet / FreshBox

2009-03-15T00:16:00.007+08:00

Hey. I'm so proud of myself. Finally set my own Wireless Network. And I call my Network Iszwan's Network. LOL. Nice right?

I'm just truly amazed what a router can do. It's simply convenient that I can transfer all my files from one computer to another at the touch of a button. And there's so much more a router can do.

It just simply pathetic that I found myself lost in Suntec City today. Of course I wasn't alone. What happens when two bloody Idiots who have a pathetic sense of direction & zero fashion sense go shopping? It can't be that bad You know. I got myself a hoodie and a Freshbox T-shirt.

" How to get to Vivo City from here siah? " - Idiot

2009-03-12T21:11:00.002+08:00

You know, I've been staring at this page for quite some time now. Thinking what to write. I don't know why? There's nothing for Me to blog about but here I am. I think blogging, has become a basic need for Me now. Is that even normal ?

Current Addiction: Boyz II Men - On Bended knee

" Hey, Sorry. It's cancelled. "

Dr Wong / Acer Travelmate.

2009-03-11T23:19:00.006+08:00

Two goals down. One more to go.

I'm starting to really really hate work. Just have to endure this a little bit longer.

Eh You know, those Girls are not that sian to look at!

" Acer is better than Fujitsu! " - Jin ting (NP second Year)

101 Flowers

2009-03-08T23:12:00.003+08:00

Okay.

Three more weeks to go man. I just cannot wait for April to come.

I shall be free. And I can say that I'm not a Failure. There's a lot of things I want to share. Well, it's not the right time I guess.

Vina owes Me a Treat & I owe her 101 white flowers. LOL.

" Oi, my computer kena Virus! " - Vina

Form E.

2009-03-06T22:28:00.002+08:00

Got to stop doing things last minutes. It's not healthy. And again, another Red Ugly Circle on my Punch Card.

3 more weeks to go You know?

"Where is the nearest Post Office from My house?" -Idiot

2009-03-04T17:05:00.005+08:00

Get a grip. Don't do it if You don't need it.

But, Life is too short. Take Your chance while You still can.

I'm still having second thoughts. WTH. I'm a bad decision maker. It's just simply pathetic that I can't made a simple choice like whether want to eat or not to. etc. What a joke.

" Okay, Nobody stopping You. " -Nelson

2009-03-03T22:36:00.004+08:00

I just taken two pills of Panadol and I think I feel better now. And I really hate my hair.

I just read an article about hair rebonding. It just scared the shit out of Me. Okay, got to scratch hair rebonding off my list! So far Sun Silk's Straight & Sleek is not much of a help. I need to find a stronger substance. LOL. It looks like I'm gonna have an Afro if I don't do anything.

I actually looked more human 6 months ago.

"Are You okay?"

Mdm Cheng. / 27 Feb.

2009-02-28T22:54:00.002+08:00

Hey.

I really had a great time. I ate a lot. I drank a lot too. Seriously, it's the first time I've ever gone to Seoul Garden ( I know I'm a loser). And when we sang 'Happy Birthday' together, all eyes were on Us. I think these beautiful memories will live with me for a very long time.

Gah. I miss her lessons & not to forget, her mindmaps. I regret not finishing all her Math assessment papers and doing all the topical physic mindmaps . That explains why I was denied an A1.

She's truly one of the most Wonderful person I've ever met. I hope we get to do this every year.
More pics on Multiply.

Jon Thank You for the Present! (:

"Okay, I'm gonna transfer to Temasek."

Happy Birthday!

2009-02-28T00:30:00.002+08:00

Hey. I think I had fun. I hope You all too (:

Maybe I talk more about it tmr.

It's very late now. Better go to sleeep or else, I'll be in terrible shit tmr.

" Hey. Don't open the present now. "

Thanks.

2009-02-26T22:38:00.003+08:00

Hey.

I think I really adore Donuts from J.CO Donuts & Coffee. They are effing nice. It's very soft on the first bite and melts into the sweetest things ever. And after the first bite, You just want more.

So Yesterday was something nice. I get to eat a lot of things.

Today was all right. I switched task with my Supervisor. Cool right. He couldn't attend work for 2 days. So I'd to cover him. Well so far I haven't made a mess yet. Just got to stick to the routine. Now, I'm living up to my 2009 resolution. Yea.

I'm eighteen already. Time to take over the world.

" Happy 18th birthday idiot! "

You Are an Outcast.

2009-02-24T22:18:00.005+08:00

You take the blue pill and the story ends.
You wake in your bed and you believe whatever you want to believe.

You take the red pill and you stay in Wonderland, and I show you how
deep the rabbit-hole goes.

Okay, it's from Matrix.

You take the blue pill and You pay a price. You won't know what You'll be paying for and You'll still be considered an outcast.

You take the red pill and You save $10. You can buy 5 Mc Chicken and at the end of the day, many many many many people will hate You.

Thats a bitter bits of life.

So what will You choose?

"Happy Birthday Dude!" (:

Look at the bright side.

2009-02-23T23:06:00.003+08:00

So I finally got my Polytechnic enrolment package. Everyone already got theirs a week ago. I just realised I'm the last few to get them. Must be the Hair. Yah, the Hair. They don't like my Hair. LOL.

It does feel great when you got the school or the course of your choice.

I'm pretty mixed here. I can't ask for much. I got my choice of school but not the course that I actually had dreamt of. (I dreamt about it day & night) Well it just showed that there are 80 people who are better than Me. Basket.

But it's okay, as long as I do well and get good G.P then qualify for Business Modules in the second Year, I can say that I'm not an Idiot. Being Second choice is not that bad. (okay I'm lying) Look at the bright side, I'm gonna be more IT pro than those who take purely Business Modules when second Year starts. Hahah.

" Oh fuck, I'm starting to regret not going JC. "

guitar snapped.

2009-02-22T22:35:00.007+08:00

I just caught LiveNLoaded and I think Allura just rock the socks out of Me! I think they play great music. There's one point during their performance, where the Lead Guitarist's guitar sixth string awkwardly snapped. He quickly moved his fingering to the Fifth string. That's Great Showmanship. There're not many great Awesome bands like them in Singapore.

The Glitched Roots Project & 53A were also Great anyway.

I wonder if I ever get the chance to do something like that. Eh Jon when want to Jam huh? Hahah.

Think speed.

2009-02-21T22:21:00.004+08:00

Sense the irony? I guess wrong place at the wrong time.

Sunsilk Straight & Sleeek.

2009-02-20T21:39:00.005+08:00

Today's freaky I guess. Well, I'm glad to make it through the day. Know what, I was one minute Late for work. And now I've this Big ugly red circle on my punch card. It's been one week since I started work at an Ungodly hour. I used to start at 8.30 am, but they asked Me to start an hour early. I guess the money is just too tempting for Me to reject.

And Mdm Lan Hua joked that I should just work permanently and not continuing my study. Hahah. That would be nice, but I rather suffer and die trying to achieve my dream.

Oh I just learnt that if You want to use a conditioner, You've to use a shampoo first then the conditioner! Hahahah.

" Hey. The dress came already! "

I think...

2009-02-18T21:39:00.009+08:00

I think I'm really in a deep shit.
I think I'm a mess.
I think I'm a Failure.
I think I'm ugly.
I think my hair is the weirdest thing ever.
I think I need a plan.
I think that everything will workout just fine, like I planned.
I think that nothing will go wrong.
I think something bad gonna happen soon.
I think it's really late now.
I think I need to sleep.
I think I'm gonna have problem waking up tomorrow.
I think I'm gonna be late for work.
I think if I don't go to work tomorrow , everything that I planned will all go wrong.
I think , I think too much that I'm scaring myself.
I think I'm sicked.

So what do You think ?

" I need sleeeep. "

Money come Money Ghost.

2009-02-15T21:37:00.002+08:00

Hey.

So another dreadful week has passed. Another lesson learnt yet again. A very good lesson I would say. And guess what, it's a blessing in disguise. I nearly broke my Bank. Gahh.

And I felt Gay during Valentine Day. Hahah.

Goodnight Everyone.

" Shit. I guess cup noodles for the next few days. "

Starhub.

2009-02-11T22:05:00.005+08:00

Hey. Today's Crazy! I already clocked in 17hours of OT. And the workload seems endless. I guess no denying that Logistic job can be really shitty. But I'm enjoying every second of it. The Wonderful people at there just make life easy for Me.

Today was a bit funny to start with. The computer hanged again. It just sets Me thinking that, computers like to hang on Me. and for Your info, Starhub is still using 256mb computers with Window 98. (I work at Starhubbb) And it take decades for them to load! So I ended up using the computer on the counter desk.

I guess thats it.

Gooodnight everyone.

" Holy-banana! "

Weird.

2009-02-10T23:32:00.000+08:00

I had a weird dream. terribly weird one. Wet man. hahahahah.

and Vina cheated my feelings.

and I'm lacking of sleeeep.

okay. Gooodnight. I hope I'd dream about something nice.

enlighten Me.

2009-02-09T23:29:00.006+08:00

time check, it's 11.30pm. I'm tired and there are so many things running in my head.

I'm confused, beaten and lost.

So it's official, I'm no more a NYPian. From this second onward, I'm a NPian. I guess many may not know about this. I actually went to appeal. Yes I appealed. And it's successful. It comes at a price. A very heavy price.

I had appealed for Information Technology in NP. I had to let go Business Information Technology. I thought over it very hard. Overweight all the pros & cons. It might be the most stupid things I've ever done but I'm willing to take a gamble. I might regret choosing Information Technology at NP over Business Information Technology at NYP one day.

It is hard to get into the Business Module in Information Technology at NP in the second Year, but nothing is impossible.

On second thought, I should have put JC as first choice! but, oh well thats Me. Full of stupid decisions.

legends.
NP- Ngee Ann Polytechnic
NYP- Nan Yang Polytechnic
JC- Junior College

"eh I think You shouldn't have appealed." ):