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Hey Welcome. So You found Me. I don't Have what You want Here. profile, entries, tagboard and links .	Thursday, July 2, 2009, Thursday, July 02, 2009 Cheer Up Preety Face. Hey Cheer Up. Work harder next time. Maybe We shall go out on a study date. Yea, Study date. I like the sound of it. " I'm not sad anymore. " Wednesday, July 1, 2009, Wednesday, July 01, 2009 Green Pen, White Papers. First reaction was shocked. Second was relieved. Third was much anticipated. And all the Good feelings so on and so forth. It's not whether We can, It's whether We want to. A cliche overly used by Me. I live with it. I had enough already. You know, those shit. It's human nature that We only learnt our lesson once We regret things that We do out of folly. So do You want to learn it the hard way. Or do it the hard way. You know it's not whether We can, it's whether We want to. " Meet at Atrium. " Sunday, June 28, 2009, Sunday, June 28, 2009 Just these will do. Tmr is school. I really starting to really really like school. Holiday was somehow wisely spent. I'm just glad that I got myself into a group of Great people. I hope it stays the same. It adds meaning to my life. I already screwed a lot. So no more. Tmr will also be D-day. I hope for an A. I really did put a lot of effort. But when I think again. I could have put even more. So tmr will be D-day. I'm already a quarter through the first Year of Poly Life. My goal is simple. Diploma Plus. Just that will do. These will be the five things I hope to do from now. Master Computer Science. Learn a new Programming language. Bond with my OB mates & classmates. Stop doing things that makes my Mom to nag. And start to see things from different perspectives. Just that will do for now. " Tomorrow meet at the same place, same timing. " Saturday, June 27, 2009, Saturday, June 27, 2009 Bon Voyage Girlfriend Hey We finally met each other after so long. Glad to know You're fine. I bet You missed Me. You're still like the same. Nothing Change. So what now? I guess Goodbye. Don't miss Me too much. Don't forget about Me. If You do it's okay. Don't waste Your time. Seriously, don't waste Your time. Life is short. Believe in Yourself. Nothing is impossible. Maybe if You decide to come back again. I'd ask You to marry Me or something. Thats if I ever want to commit suicide. Hahahah. Thats funny. Seriously, cannot imagine that coming. " Thank You Dear. " Thursday, June 25, 2009, Thursday, June 25, 2009 The Cutest pair of Shoe I still remember my first ever pair of shoe. It was the cutest pair of shoe of all. They had stars on the side and they would light up every time I took a step. I was so in love with it that I even wore it to sleep. I also remember my first ever pair of Soccer Boot. It was given by my uncle. I wanted it so badly because I wanted to join Tanjong Pagar Junior Soccer Team but my parents couldn't afford one. Thankfully I had a Life saver. As Years went on the pair of legs grew bigger and the shoe got even tighter. So I would save a few cents each day so I could get myself a new pair of soccer boot. But I was terrible at managing my own finance. My father surprised me with something that I couldn't ask for more. A new pair of soccer boot. It wasn't the most flashy one nor it was the one that I had promised myself that I would save enough to purchase it. But it has been with Me since secondary 1 up till now. All the major wins, draws and loses. I also remember my very first shoe which I bought with my own money(it was on sale!). It was a pair of Mizuno Sports Shoe. My most favourite pair of shoe that time. It was my school shoe, running shoe and even soccer shoe at some point of time. So after Yesterday's night jogging (with Awesome ppl) it kind of set Me thinking actually about the shoe I'm currently wearing now(I bet You don't know the Brand). It has always been the same for all my other past shoes (which I bought on sale of course!). They are always my school shoe cum running shoe cum soccer shoe cum my only only shoe that I wear to everywhere. I'm just amazed at how my current shoe can still survive for the 9 weeks ever since Poly started. And the last 9 weeks ago have been awesome. " Lets run to Dairy Farm and back to school. " Monday, June 22, 2009, Monday, June 22, 2009 Cuts & Bruises It feels like Yesterday was Friday. My weekend came to an end so fast. Time fly so fast when You have fun. On an even brighter note. Happy Fathers' Day to all Fathers. A real Man is someone who sacrifices themselves for their Family. Atikah told Me that. And My Father is someone who I want to emulate one day. " You'll have passed. " Sunday, June 21, 2009, Sunday, June 21, 2009 Decisions. Decisions. / Kayaking One Star! Hey World. Wow. Today was tiring indeed but overall I had fun. I didn't expect to use a lot of arm strength at first. I learnt a lot. One thing was that, don't have to be afraid to be in middle of the deep sea. Well not because that I have a life-jacket on, it's because I know I'll not be alone in the sea. I don't know why suddenly I feel so motivated after meeting Mdm Cheng for the first time in 3months. I know, I screw up some things about my Life. She gave me a few encouraging words. They were sweet I think. And I watched movie while sitting of the floor. Thats something new. I think it's romantic. Okay I shall note that. 101 Romantic Ways: Sitting on the floor(at the front) while watching a GV Max movie. " Iszwan is Hard-working and... " Wednesday, June 17, 2009, Wednesday, June 17, 2009 Short & Sweet Hmmmm. I just realised something. My posts are getting shorter & shorter each day. Must be the swine flu I guess. LOL. I just hope Swine flu would go away. Please disappear for good. Shoooo. Shoooo. Okay lets make a deal. I give You candy & You disappear. Deal? " Lets play moment of Truth. " Tuesday, June 16, 2009, Tuesday, June 16, 2009 North South East West Hey World. I just glad that today was Fruitful. I helped out at the Pinnacle Clinic. Not bad. We made a Good Team. I learnt how to navigate. I shall use this skill to navigate my way home one day. JiaXuan & Yi Xuan SuZhen I bought a few books on Programming(they are very Cheap!). Ohh man it was an eye opener indeed. " Father Ibrahim Had 7 Children. 7 Children Had Father Ibrahim. ~" Monday, June 15, 2009, Monday, June 15, 2009 Girlfriend Locked Me. So it was raining. He had lent his Umbrella to that Beautiful Lady. He was in the middle of nowhere and He didn't plan to get wet either. So He waited. And waited. And continued to wait for that Beautiful Lady. But that Beautiful Lady was nowhere at sight. He wondered, where did She go? So he switched on his MP3 and listen to a couple of songs that He put on repeat. Suddenly he felt tired of waiting. No don't get it wrong. He wasn't tired of waiting for that Beautiful Lady. He don't mind waiting for that Beautiful Lady even the whole day. Just that He was tired of waiting for Shit to happen. You know those Shit that he always wanted to do. Somehow they always ended up in Fiasco. It's the first day of Term Break. Cheers. This time it won't turn up Fiasco. Pls don't. " Can You make Yourself Free on Thursday please? " , Monday, June 15, 2009 Beautiful / BBQ pit 4 Hey World. It's term break. The last 8 weeks ago were Beautiful. Everyday was special but the last two weeks were exceptional. They were much Beautiful I think. I found joy in the company of my OB mates. I thought about on a lot of stuff and I reflected on it. I promise, I'll make up for it this time. " Lets play Volleyball. " Thursday, June 11, 2009, Thursday, June 11, 2009 A healthy bad Obsession / Smack Your Face. Hmmm. It's not about Passing. I shouldn't be here if I couldn't even make up to the Grade. It's all about being the Best. I guess I'm obsess. It's just a healthy bad Obsession. And I just think that people who abuse others are scumbags. Oh c'mon, you think you're some King who gets to spend all of your taxpayer's hard-earned money that You can do whatever you want. Treat a Lady like a Lady. Didn't your Dad's mistress tell You that? " Time's up. Please stop writing. " Wednesday, June 10, 2009, Wednesday, June 10, 2009 Disgustingly Emo Hey World. Suddenly I feel disgustingly Emo after my paper. Today's paper was okay. Just that I mixed up the "more than" sign and the "less than" sign. It's 8 mark. It couldn't be that bad right? On a brighter note, my graph looks Sexy. I've been scaring myself lately. I kept thinking the most negative stuff. And Al-Azhar was good I think. I like their toilet. The Nasi Briyani Serving is BIG. " Who will You save first? You mom or Your girlfriend. " Monday, June 8, 2009, Monday, June 08, 2009 16 digits Number. Hey. Computer Science Paper was okay. I shouldn't sound too overconfident either. I really hope for an A. Some parts about the paper were kind of a culture shock at first. Maybe this suggests I should put extra more time for next term. Anyway, I'm just happy that I'm able to solve the 16 digits Number finally. I guess Yesterday overnight last ditch study didn't go to waste. I guess thats it. Study Well Sweet People. Next up. Computing Math/Business Stats. My weakest Module I think. " What. You didn't sleep again ah? " Friday, June 5, 2009, Friday, June 05, 2009 Please Be Nice To Me. Hello World. I'm just glad that the week is finally over. Maybe because One project is done and over with. I learnt something new and it sets Me thinking somehow. I told Myself a lot of times not to leave things till last minute. I guess I've such a forgetful mind. Or maybe because I got myself too occupied with Computer Science and Computing Math/Business Stats (my weakest module) that I totally forgotten about my Web Publishing Project. I'm just glad that I sacrificed my sleep for that. Atleast I won't have a couple of sleepless nights later. I guess I'm back to what I'm ought to do. Computer Science & Computing Math/Business Stats please be nice to Me. I don't like Fridays that have no OB training. It feels super empty. Goodnight Sweet People. " You never sleep huh? " Monday, June 1, 2009, Monday, June 01, 2009 Hey Girlfriend this Friday? Shit. Personal WEB Portfolio by this Friday. I've totally forgotten about that. It's already past 1am. I'm motivated to finish Charlotte's Web. Just a few more pages to go. LOL. I somehow have what I want to achieve in mind. I believe it's tough. I hope I'm able get into the Diploma Plus Programme. Amin. till then Sweet people (= " Today you got study? " Saturday, May 30, 2009, Saturday, May 30, 2009 Buck Up! Better Buck Up. Seriously, Better Buck up. The Competition suddenly got a little bit Rough. Suddenly, Everyone wants to get an AD. With my incompetent knowledge on Computer Science, I'm losing out to everyone. I had a major Presentation. I think I did fine (I made a Script!) until the Q&A section. Cai Shi really wanted to kill Me with all the questions that she posed at Me. I learnt something anyway. What you plant now, you will harvest later. But actual fact, I didn't manage to plant much. You know what I mean? So I'm grateful for this experience. " I'd like to end My presentation with a Quote in Mind... " Thursday, May 28, 2009, Thursday, May 28, 2009 Let me Sleep more pls. Who would have the right mind to put 12 zeros. Something wrong with the Guy who set the Understanding Test Paper. He really wanted to kill Me. Now, Two topics behind. Better Buck Up. And Night at The Museum2 wasn't that boring as what I thought. I badly need to watch Terminator 4. I like Friday like no other day. Firstly, there's OB. Secondly, there's OB. Thirdly, it's TGIF. I probably don't need to wake up early the next day. Unless there's a call. " Let's take a Picture together. " Sunday, May 24, 2009, Sunday, May 24, 2009 Hello Girlfriend Help Me. Pinnacle Race looks Fun. The Cycling Challenge really thrills Me to the core. I contemplating whether I should join it. I have this feeling that I've something on that day. You know this feeling. Like there's a voice telling You something gonna get messy & complicated soon. I decided not to take the Diploma Plus Programme. I'm already one topic behind for my Computing Math/Business Stats. I shall Push myself. Nobody say it's Almost Easy. Isn't that a Song? " Wanna Join the Pinnacle Race with Me? " Saturday, May 23, 2009, Saturday, May 23, 2009 Bus 11 / Business Development Solutions Yo. It's already past midnight. To be exact now it's 2:45 am. I've never walk such a long distance alone before in my life. Another new thing that I've so far achieved. I shouldn't have stayed till midnight at KAP. I should have just catch the last Bus. But I will not regret that. I really do enjoy the company of my OB Mates. They are Blooody sporting people. So yah, from my house to Ngee Ann Poly isn't that far from what I first thought actually. Everything is like connected. Maybe some parts are just a little bit dark. Atleast I didn't hail a cab. The cab's fare could last Me another week. I received a call from my lecturer. I got into Diploma Plus Programme. I was offered Business Development Solution instead. Guess what, this programme will probably take up chunk of my June Holiday. I don't know whether I should take it or not. It seems attractive. From what I see now is that I'm not really doing well right now. Maths is taking up 60% of my brain cells. Whereas I'm just doing fairly average on my 5 other modules. I need to sit down & really plan what I'm gonna do for the next few months. The workload has already starting to pile up. Maybe the first thing I should do is to tidy up my room Gooodnight. Sweet Dreams people. " I want nobody nobody. But You. " ~ Wednesday, May 20, 2009, Wednesday, May 20, 2009 Sleepy/ Girls' Domination. Eh. I'm so blooody sleepy luh. It's only 10.34 pm. And I still haven't finished my COS Proposal (the so-called IT Business project) that is due on Friday. I just received an E-mail from my Lecturer. I didn't get a place in the Diploma Plus Program. Basket. I met the criteria lor. It would be a Big Breakthrough if I get to study Advance Web Design & Production. Whats surprising is there are more Girls than Boys who got into it. You rarely see Girls interested in Programming and stuff. But I admire those Girls who interested in the IT field. It's not an easy subject to start with. And I salute them. Okay. Goodnight World. Study Smart. Socket Rock My Socks! See You all on Friday! I miss You ppl. " Thank You. We will inform You of any changes. "		My Introduction You know Me when You know Me. My Name is Iszwan. Iszwan is My Name. I like Honey Stars. I go mad over it. And, before I go to sleep, I eat an apple. 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