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Sunday, June 28, 2009

Just these will do.

Tmr is school.
I really starting to really really like school.
Holiday was somehow wisely spent.
I'm just glad that I got myself into a group of Great people.
I hope it stays the same.
It adds meaning to my life.
I already screwed a lot.
So no more.

Tmr will also be D-day.
I hope for an A.
I really did put a lot of effort.
But when I think again.
I could have put even more.
So tmr will be D-day.

I'm already a quarter through the first Year of Poly Life.
My goal is simple.
Diploma Plus.
Just that will do.
These will be the five things I hope to do from now.
Master Computer Science.
Learn a new Programming language.
Bond with my OB mates & classmates.
Stop doing things that makes my Mom to nag.
And start to see things from different perspectives.
Just that will do for now.


" Tomorrow meet at the same place, same timing. "

Saturday, June 27, 2009

Bon Voyage Girlfriend

Hey We finally met each other after so long.
Glad to know You're fine.
I bet You missed Me.
You're still like the same.
Nothing Change.
So what now?

I guess Goodbye.
Don't miss Me too much.
Don't forget about Me.
If You do it's okay.
Don't waste Your time.
Seriously, don't waste Your time.
Life is short.
Believe in Yourself.
Nothing is impossible.

Maybe if You decide to come back again.
I'd ask You to marry Me or something.
Thats if I ever want to commit suicide.
Hahahah. Thats funny.
Seriously, cannot imagine that coming.


" Thank You Dear. "

Thursday, June 25, 2009

The Cutest pair of Shoe

I still remember my first ever pair of shoe. It was the cutest pair of shoe of all. They had stars on the side and they would light up every time I took a step. I was so in love with it that I even wore it to sleep.

I also remember my first ever pair of Soccer Boot. It was given by my uncle. I wanted it so badly because I wanted to join Tanjong Pagar Junior Soccer Team but my parents couldn't afford one. Thankfully I had a Life saver. As Years went on the pair of legs grew bigger and the shoe got even tighter. So I would save a few cents each day so I could get myself a new pair of soccer boot. But I was terrible at managing my own finance. My father surprised me with something that I couldn't ask for more. A new pair of soccer boot. It wasn't the most flashy one nor it was the one that I had promised myself that I would save enough to purchase it. But it has been with Me since secondary 1 up till now. All the major wins, draws and loses.

I also remember my very first shoe which I bought with my own money(it was on sale!). It was a pair of Mizuno Sports Shoe. My most favourite pair of shoe that time. It was my school shoe, running shoe and even soccer shoe at some point of time.

So after Yesterday's night jogging (with Awesome ppl) it kind of set Me thinking actually about the shoe I'm currently wearing now(I bet You don't know the Brand). It has always been the same for all my other past shoes (which I bought on sale of course!). They are always my school shoe cum running shoe cum soccer shoe cum my only only shoe that I wear to everywhere. I'm just amazed at how my current shoe can still survive for the 9 weeks ever since Poly started. And the last 9 weeks ago have been awesome.


" Lets run to Dairy Farm and back to school. "

Monday, June 22, 2009

Cuts & Bruises

It feels like Yesterday was Friday. My weekend came to an end so fast. Time fly so fast when You have fun.

On an even brighter note. Happy Fathers' Day to all Fathers. A real Man is someone who sacrifices themselves for their Family. Atikah told Me that. And My Father is someone who I want to emulate one day.



" You'll have passed. "

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Decisions. Decisions. / Kayaking One Star!

Hey World.

Wow. Today was tiring indeed but overall I had fun. I didn't expect to use a lot of arm strength at first. I learnt a lot. One thing was that, don't have to be afraid to be in middle of the deep sea. Well not because that I have a life-jacket on, it's because I know I'll not be alone in the sea.











I don't know why suddenly I feel so motivated after meeting Mdm Cheng for the first time in 3months. I know, I screw up some things about my Life. She gave me a few encouraging words. They were sweet I think.

And I watched movie while sitting of the floor. Thats something new. I think it's romantic. Okay I shall note that. 101 Romantic Ways: Sitting on the floor(at the front) while watching a GV Max movie.


" Iszwan is Hard-working and... "

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Short & Sweet

Hmmmm. I just realised something. My posts are getting shorter & shorter each day. Must be the swine flu I guess. LOL.

I just hope Swine flu would go away. Please disappear for good. Shoooo. Shoooo. Okay lets make a deal. I give You candy & You disappear. Deal?


" Lets play moment of Truth. "

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

North South East West

Hey World.

I just glad that today was Fruitful. I helped out at the Pinnacle Clinic. Not bad. We made a Good Team. I learnt how to navigate. I shall use this skill to navigate my way home one day.




JiaXuan & Yi Xuan


SuZhen


I bought a few books on Programming(they are very Cheap!). Ohh man it was an eye opener indeed.



" Father Ibrahim Had 7 Children. 7 Children Had Father Ibrahim. ~"

Monday, June 15, 2009

Girlfriend Locked Me.

So it was raining. He had lent his Umbrella to that Beautiful Lady. He was in the middle of nowhere and He didn't plan to get wet either. So He waited. And waited. And continued to wait for that Beautiful Lady. But that Beautiful Lady was nowhere at sight. He wondered, where did She go? So he switched on his MP3 and listen to a couple of songs that He put on repeat. Suddenly he felt tired of waiting. No don't get it wrong. He wasn't tired of waiting for that Beautiful Lady. He don't mind waiting for that Beautiful Lady even the whole day. Just that He was tired of waiting for Shit to happen. You know those Shit that he always wanted to do. Somehow they always ended up in Fiasco.

It's the first day of Term Break. Cheers. This time it won't turn up Fiasco. Pls don't.


" Can You make Yourself Free on Thursday please? "

Beautiful / BBQ pit 4

Hey World.

It's term break. The last 8 weeks ago were Beautiful. Everyday was special but the last two weeks were exceptional. They were much Beautiful I think. I found joy in the company of my OB mates.

I thought about on a lot of stuff and I reflected on it. I promise, I'll make up for it this time.



" Lets play Volleyball. "

Thursday, June 11, 2009

A healthy bad Obsession / Smack Your Face.

Hmmm. It's not about Passing. I shouldn't be here if I couldn't even make up to the Grade. It's all about being the Best. I guess I'm obsess. It's just a healthy bad Obsession.

And I just think that people who abuse others are scumbags. Oh c'mon, you think you're some King who gets to spend all of your taxpayer's hard-earned money that You can do whatever you want. Treat a Lady like a Lady. Didn't your Dad's mistress tell You that?



" Time's up. Please stop writing. "

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Disgustingly Emo

Hey World.

Suddenly I feel disgustingly Emo after my paper. Today's paper was okay. Just that I mixed up the "more than" sign and the "less than" sign. It's 8 mark. It couldn't be that bad right?
On a brighter note, my graph looks Sexy.

I've been scaring myself lately. I kept thinking the most negative stuff.

And Al-Azhar was good I think. I like their toilet. The Nasi Briyani Serving is BIG.



" Who will You save first? You mom or Your girlfriend. "

Monday, June 8, 2009

16 digits Number.

Hey. Computer Science Paper was okay. I shouldn't sound too overconfident either. I really hope for an A. Some parts about the paper were kind of a culture shock at first. Maybe this suggests I should put extra more time for next term. Anyway, I'm just happy that I'm able to solve the 16 digits Number finally. I guess Yesterday overnight last ditch study didn't go to waste.

I guess thats it. Study Well Sweet People. Next up. Computing Math/Business Stats. My weakest Module I think.


" What. You didn't sleep again ah? "

Friday, June 5, 2009

Please Be Nice To Me.

Hello World. I'm just glad that the week is finally over. Maybe because One project is done and over with.

I learnt something new and it sets Me thinking somehow. I told Myself a lot of times not to leave things till last minute. I guess I've such a forgetful mind. Or maybe because I got myself too occupied with Computer Science and Computing Math/Business Stats (my weakest module) that I totally forgotten about my Web Publishing Project. I'm just glad that I sacrificed my sleep for that. Atleast I won't have a couple of sleepless nights later.

I guess I'm back to what I'm ought to do. Computer Science & Computing Math/Business Stats please be nice to Me.

I don't like Fridays that have no OB training. It feels super empty.

Goodnight Sweet People.


" You never sleep huh? "

Monday, June 1, 2009

Hey Girlfriend this Friday?

Shit. Personal WEB Portfolio by this Friday. I've totally forgotten about that.

It's already past 1am. I'm motivated to finish Charlotte's Web. Just a few more pages to go. LOL.

I somehow have what I want to achieve in mind. I believe it's tough. I hope I'm able get into the Diploma Plus Programme. Amin.

till then Sweet people (=




" Today you got study? "