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Friday, January 30, 2009

Tiny voices.

All it took was just one point to change everything. Everything that I've always dreamt for.

I'm officially a NYPian. Business Information Technology.
Everyone knows how much I want this.

I'm hearing tiny voices. They are telling Me something.
I hate this tiny voices. They make Me want to do the most stupid things ever.


Peace. With lots of Love (:




"Oh fcuk!"

Monday, January 26, 2009

Better than Love.

Hello!

Happy Chinese New Year everyone. I changed my flashfetish. Cool right?

For some reasons I like this song a lot. It reminds me of someone. Hahah. Okay, I hope You all doing fine.


And my neighbour gave Me angbao! I'm $18 richer now (:



" It's 11.30 am already. Let's go home! "

Sunday, January 25, 2009

Quiz.

Okay. First word- Sorrrrrrrrrrrrrrry.

I'm a freaking slow poke. Sorry Ani for this long awaited quiz. Anyway Here goes nothing...


A. People who have been tagged must write their answer in their blog.

B. Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people who they are tagged by and cannot tag the person who they were tagged by.

C. Continue this game by sending this to 8 other people;



Question one : What have you been doing recently?

Working & nothing much I guess. I'm a boring guy you know.

Question two : Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
Yes. The fact that I'm phoneless now.

Question three : What happen at 10am today?
Working. Yes, I know it's Sunday & Eve of Chinese New Year. I'm a loserrrrrr.

Question four : When did you last cry?
I forgot. (Okay I lied)

Question five : believe in fate/destiny?
No I don't. We determine our own fate.

Question six : What do you want in your life now?
A DSL camera would be nice.

Question seven : Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
Never had a relationship. (I know I'm a loser)

Question eight : Are you wearing anything you borrowed for someone?
Not really. ( okay I lied again)

Question nine : What was the last movie you caught?
Pearl Harbor!

Question ten : Does the person you like knows that you like him/her?
No. But I like it this way. It makes me want to work harder and not living in denial.

Question 11 : Who always makes you laugh?
The thought of Jun Guang. Hahaha.

Question 12 :Do you speak languages other than English?
Yes I do. The fact that I could communicate with Justus quite well.

Question 13 : Favourite website(s)?
Youtube,Multiply,Friendster,Ultimate Guitar & HowStuffworks.com

Question 14 :What are you doing tomorrow?
Working. It's a Public Holiday. WTH.

Question 15 : What do you think you are like ?
Average dude with big dreams ( bigger than Your balls) that always get himself into trouble.

Question 16 : Who would you choose to die with?
nobody. Just alone. I prefer not to burden anyone.

Question 17 : Where have you been today?
Ayer Rajah Crescent.

Question 18 : What game do you play often?
Football Manager 2008.

Question 19 : Who you missing right now?
everyone.

Question 20 : If you have to choose between a friend and a lover, who will you choose?
Friend? Closed Friends.

Question 21 : What are you doing right now?
eating an apple as I'm doing this. Like duhh.

Question 22 : Which primary school were you from?
Tanglin & Queenstown

Question 23 : name 3 colours you like?
Brown, Blue & Red.

Question 24 : What emotion do you like to show?
The 'HAHAH' emotion.

Question 25 : What is life to you?
Everyday is a Struggle. but every minute with Your loved ones is the sweetest thing ever. (seriously, thats the most mature thing I ever said)

Question 26 : If you have something troubling you, what would you do?
Pray hard and try work something out lah. (not lying)

Question 27 : Who did you last chat with on msn ?
Azie, Vina & Bin Wei. (triple combo!) Hahahaha

Question 28 : Who do you admire the most?
My Late-Grandmother.

Question 29 : Which month you born in?
February! hint...! Hahah.

Question 30 : How you feeling right now?
Content & relieve.

Question 31 : What's the time now?
9.35 PM

Question 32 :Your opinion on the person who tagged you.
A fun loving person. She likes to Dance!

Question 33 :What color do you like to dye your hair?
First thing first. Do some justice to my hair first! Then can talk about dying.

Question 34 : Why you doing this quiz?
I've been tagged & I like.

Question 35 : What do you do when you are moody?
Go to sleeep.

Question 36 : At which stage do you wish to get married?
When I realise that it's time to.

Question 37 : Who is closest to you?
Closed Friends & Family.

Question 38 : Who is/are the people/person you trust the most?
I actually realise that I trust Nelson the most siah. Gay siah. Hahah.

Question 39 : Do you believe in seeing the rainbow after the rain?
Yes. It's Physic dude!

Question 40 :If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
To have my own Business.

Question 41 : What is your goal for this year?
To save enough for braces. I think I would look cuter with it. right? lol

Question 42 :Do you believe in eternity love?
Yes. One day we will surely find it.

Question 43 : What feeling do you love the most?
Happiness lah.

Question 44 : Do you really think it is global warming now?
Yes, dammit. If you're not feeling it now, then probably You're lying to yourself lah.

Question 45 : Do you like quizzes?
Yes, I do.

Question 46 : Do you believe in gods?
To have a faith and believe is divine. ( thats the second mature thing I ever said)

Question 47 : Who cares you the most?
My mother & My father.

Question 48 :What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Everyone who is closed to Me. It feels incomplete to lose anyone.

Question 49 : What will you bring when you fight?
The Art or War: Winning without fighting (it's a book duhh)

Question 50 : What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
A lot but that's life.

Question 51 : What do you do if nobody cared for you any longer?
Then I would buy myself the 101 ways to make people like You (it's a book duh)

Question 52 : What will you do if you boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
Then that shows I don't deserve Her lah & She doesn't deserve Me. Lol. eh I don't like this kind of question siah.

Question 53 : How you feel now?
Excited. Liverpool vs Everton game about to start soon.

Okay. I don't know who I should tag. Anyway. You're are Taggggged to do this! yes YOU!

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Thursday, January 22, 2009

Change.

So finally Israel has stopped bombarding Gaza. Whats left of Gaza are tiny fragments of hope. Hope that their loved ones are safe. Hope that they can continue their lives. Hope that they could see the sun tomorrow.

I think some Malaysian officials are cynical & hypocrite. Their Anti-USA campaign is ridiculous. It's simply injustice & lacks common sense. They will just make the matter worse.

And Obama is Great. You shouldn't have missed his Inauguration Speech.



We shouldn't fight. It's soooo wrong.



"Today I met Nelson in the Mrt."



Friday, January 16, 2009

Hello. Computer crashed Again.

hey.

What a pity. I know, it's too late. I made a bad Move again.

I'm a Messed. A fiasco to be.

Thursday, January 15, 2009

In Denial

Okay, I'll come clean. I'm lying to myself.

Fcuk! I'm disappointed. I admit, I still haven't gotten over the fact that I'm not in the Distinction Club. I'm disappointed because I've gone down the pecking order. And I'm also disappointed because I still haven't fully recovered from Jaz-always-beats-Iszwan syndrome.

Crap Man.

Anw. Ah Hui (the girl whom I cannot pronounce her name properly) said She wanna go JC. Yea. Atleast, I'm know I'm not gonna be alone.

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

one more topping.

I'm a Happy Boy. HEHE. Yea!

Thank You for the Ice Cream.

Still contemplating which path I should Go. & Vina Promise to Treat Me when She comes back in February.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

You deserve it if You really do.

Hello.

hmm... where should I start. Okay, all the people at my workplace are very nice people. And Mdm Nanhua gonna treat Me Ice Cream tmr! Yea! Thats something to be happy about.

Well about my O level result, I'm content with it. Okay I'm lying, but I'm not gonna be in denial either. I'm disappointed but still happy. I'm just 2 point shy of achieving what I really really really really really had set for! Wasted man. Why POA? Why POA? Why POA? I could have joined the Distinction Club. Oh well, I'm content. (not lying anymore!)


Everyone has Dreams. No one wants to be a nobody. The race for places has already started. I swear that the competition is Freaking tough. It would be too late to bemoan. You deserve it if You really do.

For Me, I'm simply too Average. And I do sound pessimistic.

So now what?

I heard that Pioneer Jc serve good Food. And I don't think I want to go to NYP. NP looks friendlier. But MDIS is right beside my house!

Okay, I'm sleepy. Goodnight.


"Eh I dreamt that You got top!"

Monday, January 12, 2009

We shall wait & See.

Tomorrow will Be D-Day. I'm pretty mixed right now. Gosh, my Ass still hurts. More to the right cheek than the left one. LOL.

Nvm, I shall eat Ice-Cream tmr.

And I hope I get to see You tmr.



"Hey Dude, Goodluck!"

Saturday, January 10, 2009

Feel a little bit like Home.


Hello. I'm back!

Midnight cycling is the Awesome thing that has happened since 2009. Never In this pathetic life of mine had I done that.

My ass hurts a lot. Seriously it hurts a lot. I mean, more to the right cheek than the left one. LOL. I really admire Jaz, Huey Ting, Shu Yu & Ah Hui (okay the girl that I couldn't pronounce her name correctly) cause they were the only girls who followed 14 of Us on this crazy crazy cycling expedition. And Jaz cycled faster than Me. I'm embarrassed. Hahah.


































































































And, Screw Nelson for not coming! So as KH! Fcuk You Guys!


"If You see or hear anything, just act like You don't."

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Thursday, January 1, 2009

Officially 2009

Great. We're in the 2009. Somehow It feels very wierd deep inside. It feels like something is incomplete. Oh yah, it is. I terribly miss School. A place where I know that I get to meet tons of beautiful people. A place where I know, I'm truly safe.

No wonder it feels weird. I've been following this motion of waking up weeeeeee early on every 2nd January, for the past years (okay I forgot the exact). And now that I know that I won't have to wake up early tmr, it does feel sucky.

I won't get to wake up exactly 6.30am for school. I won't get to don my white uniform. And I won't get to receive anymore pocket money from my mom.

It has been a great 2008 ( okay it's a small lie). 2009 would be something better or maybe worser. We'll have to wait and see.

Goodnight. And May the World be a Peaceful place. Someone please stop the War.


" You're darn Lame! "