She said I'm an Idiot / Major Crush.

After today, I only left with two projects.
Suddenly, I feel so motivated.
Maybe because of Yesterday late-night nagging.
You know, I like girls who nag a lot.
Just like my Mom.

And finally after so many months.
I saw her again.
The girl who always filled butterflies in my stomach.
Too bad.
We are merely Perfect Strangers.

" Jia You, two more weeks. "

Dry.

I'm running dry.
Dry of ideas.
Dry of excuses.
And Dry of Luck.


Time management is Virtue.


" Leave no Prisoners "

Adobe died.

Hey World.

Yesterday was Good.
We got 11th place.
Not bad actually.
We'll try again next year.
Hopefully, top 7.
Remember, it's not whether We can, it's whether we want to.

Now after today.
I think I'm in a real mess.
Really, real mess.
It make me want to study less.
My Adobe CS4 Flash still isn't working.
I tried all means to revive it.
I think I just have to make do with what I have now.
Maybe hopefully, without it.
I can still create something out of nothing.

And Project Muscle has officially initiate.


" 1, 2, 3, Woooosh! "

Today not my day. / Project Muscle

Today wasn't my day.
I failed my _______ test.
So blooody noob.
Okay, I'll get over it and really need to think of a plan.
I think I need an Oxygen tank.

My Adobe CS4 died on Me.
I've tried all means to revive it.
But sadly, I couldn't.
Why? Why?
Why must You died at this point of time.
I need You badly, like I need my caffeine every single day.

And I just thought of a very good plan.
No. It's not about the _______ test.
It's something even better.
I will name it, Project Muscle.


" Are You fine? "

Unity, Courage & Challenge

To get through difficulties, You've to go through them.
It's really true, You know.
You won't finish a journey, unless You continue.
Continue to keep going forward.
Continue to tell Yourself not to give up.
Continue to not let Your weaknesses and fears succumb You.
Continue to push Yourself forward if that means necessary.
And Continue not to let some bloody torns bring You down. (Yea. I like that.)

I didn't go through it alone, thankfully.
I went through it with a group of Great people.
We motivated and looked out for one another.
I think the cold and lame jokes break the ice.
Of course, I'm full of cold and lame jokes (:


" Eh! Watch out! "

Expect De Unexpected.

Hey World.

Guess what. I still haven't cleared all the mess yet. I know, I said I'll do it on Monday. It's Thursday and a few minutes later, it would be Friday already. I don't think I can do it over the weekend.

I've just finished packing for EDU. I'm very sure I'll enjoy and learn something new out of it. I'm curious. Just how high is the level of my Endurance. At the end of the day, I'm my own worst enemy.



" Where are You? "

One day You Up, next day You Down.

Okay this aint cool at all.
I wasted my sunday.
Hopefully tmr will be the day.
That I clear all the Mess.


Goodnight World.

Sincerity

Hey World.

Yesterday was Good.
The Birthday Celebration was sweet.
All must thank Jewellcy and Weilson.
They did more than what normal Humans would do to celebrate someone's birthday.

And now I shall hereby declare.
I will retreat back to reality.

Take care. Play hard. Study even harder.


" 1, 2, 3, Wooosh. "

I need my sleep.

One down. Three more to go.
I think I will finally be able to sleep well tonight.
For tonight only.

So I was asked a question.
How did I do it?
Just try and do it.
Don't give up.
It's not whether we can, it's whether we want to.
(:

And I don't think it's hard to hold one's bladder for two hours.
Oh c'mon they sacrifice a lot of effort to put up a good show.
Be kind, little people.


" 15mins left. "

I went to Microsoft / Motivate Me.

Today was mixed of Good and Bad.
I could imagine what I'm gonna be doing once graduated.
Not everyone was fortunate as Me.
I'm just thankful for being selected to go on this workshop.

Now I know I can do some wonders with the Computer.
I like the working atmosphere a lot.
They give you a very spacious room with very huge Workstation.
And You can have all the luxury and time of your life to create something out of nothing.
It's everyone's dream job.
Who doesn't want their very own office at the start of their career.

So I reflected and thought.
Is this what I really want to do in life.
Maybe a year ago I had a different kind of life that I want in mind.
But life is full of mystery.
You won't know what will happen until you see it for yourself.
I'm just trying by best to make things right again.
So let see how far I can go from here.

So after today's Business Stats/Computing Math Understanding Test.
I think I'm just plain terrible at Probability.
It's the only lecture that I can make beautiful Castle in the air.
If I ever play shares on the stock market, I would probably end up with the biggest loses.

Goodnight.




" You won yourself a book prize. " (:

You like Her. Does She Like You?

I learnt two things today.

Sometimes, truth can be sad.
It's just how the way We see and accept it.
Are We gonna continue to be sad.
Or are We gonna accept it and just move on with our life.
Or are We gonna change and do something about it.
I like the sound of the last one more.

I learnt about Life in India.
It's sad to know that there are still some group of people that discriminate one another.
Seeing how a kid being left out alone while others of his age played around together just because his father harvest Padi for a Living.
Sometime truth can be sad.
I'm just moved by the kid how He's not sad at all.
He's even more motivated to change.
Change for the Better, of course.



" Want to go Haji Lane? "

Cheer Up Preety Face.

Hey Cheer Up.
Work harder next time.
Maybe We shall go out on a study date.
Yea, Study date.
I like the sound of it.


" I'm not sad anymore. "

Green Pen, White Papers.

First reaction was shocked.
Second was relieved.
Third was much anticipated.
And all the Good feelings so on and so forth.

It's not whether We can, It's whether We want to.
A cliche overly used by Me.
I live with it.
I had enough already.
You know, those shit.

It's human nature that We only learnt our lesson once We regret things that We do out of folly.
So do You want to learn it the hard way.
Or do it the hard way.
You know it's not whether We can, it's whether We want to.


" Meet at Atrium. "