I'm Fucking* Happy!

Hahah!

Okay,for some reasons I'm really totally fuckingly HAPPY! Boys&Girls 'Fuck' is really a crude&rude word! Ironically,Mr Ash said that it's a "Good" word since,it can be used as Adjective,Noun,Adverb and Verb.But it has alter meanings though.Hahah (:

Amazingly,I'm starting to become the joyous Iszwan again.Yah...Iszwan is back!I'm really touched&thankful to everyone.Thank You (: for the beautiful smses and endless of encouragements!

Yesterday night, I really thought through on truckloads of things and I realised that I'm really really really an Idiot!(confirm 98%) I realised that I've a stupid dream and no wonder a lot ppl laugh at me.Okay, I don't hold a grudge to all lots of You.Anw all of You are Loved by Yours Truly! Academically I'm not doing rather GREAT, I'm just doing fine~(okay I'm lying abit).I'm beginning to really hate MATH ):
S.O.S Super-Zie?

Okay, I'm happy because for the whole two days (Saturday&Sunday) I actually played soccer for the whole period which I was supposed to be working hard and busy mugging!I guess not encouraging afterall. Okay Nelson is right, my inspiration is SUCKS! Anyway,today was a great game although We lost.Yah,We lost and I'm actually HAPPY for that! I'm amazed that I was very energetic.We actually made a Hell of a GOOD team!Well if I'm not wrong I was the only 17 years old in my team; the rest are actually 2 or 3 years junior ME and I've to say that they are all very talented indeed! (confirm 101%) and our opposition was as old as I AM!

TangLin U-15 with one 17 years old IDIOT vs TangLin U-18

The fact that I'm very very Happy is because that everyone in my Team really looked up to me and I feel I do make a very good role model to everyone.Right?
Okay,I don't smoke,I don't drink and neither do I find myself in the wrong side of law!
For the record VINA, I don't watch whatever You've accused me of watchin and neither do I find myself addicted to 'it'. I don't need to watch 'it' or do 'it' to satisfy my needs! (confirm 101%) Hahah.

So with that said, now I've no more excuses for being LAZY and serious shit get my files done ASAP!Everyone is looking up to ME and supporting ME in every possible way.With so much Belief and Support, I got to work harder and push harder!

ART OF WAR T.P 2: Plan Now,Avoid 'War' Later"

Okay,I'm hungry.I'm gonna indulge myself with the mouth-watering Geyland Serai market RESTU Stall's Kuay-Tiao! (: I'm done for now.

To Jaz:
SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY
SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY
SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY
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SORRY SORRY SORRY
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SORRY

"How long are you willing to wait?"

I'm Losing 'IT'

HELLO CYBERWORLD!

We meet again, Yes Yes...The idiotic Iszwan,The not-so-great-afterall Iszwan,The funny-but-not-so-funny-because-He-laughs-at-his-own-jokes Iszwan,The annoying-but-charming Iszwan and The smarty-but-He-so-stupid-that-He-can't-differentiate-between-a-soluble-solution-and-a-insoluble-solution Iszwan again!

One week has already passed very, very quickly, many things are still left undone and the amount of work seems endless, and it just keeps piling up, more and more.Time is really against ME ): I'm not that fearful of what lies ahead of me (okay...I'm lying abit) because anything that doesn't kill me makes me stronger. Thank You Azie for that Encouraging words.Well I don't really fear death,more like looking forward to it.Okay that sounds very scary... I'm not flirting with death,just that,I'm losing 'IT'.
That old self of mine.
I've only a week left...for everything that I've stand up for and everything that I've ever wanted all along.

I had English Creative Composition Course today and I must say that it was a total FIASCO (for me).The whole afternoon was spent doing what I'm always passionate about, with my friends.Other than that,nothing extraordinary happened today but the week was rather great (:

Okay I really like my Nike Soccer Shoe

Mom refuses to get me a new school shoe.So I guess I've to make do with what I have now ):


TO JAZ:
SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY
SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY
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SORRY
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OH Yah...I just added a music flash.I hope my music taste doesn't bore you to death (:

"YOU gives me the creeps..."

I'm not what You think I AM!

HAHAH!!

First thing first...HAPPY RACIAL HARMONY DAY TO Everyone (wasn't that supposed to be two days ago? Oh Crap! I'm late!HAHAH!) Yah...To Everyone.I guess...

Time is really really short for me...so I'll make it short&sweet :

VINA HERMANTO a.k.a Angelic-Monster!! (okay...I'm being nice here) I'm not a PERVERT, neither am I a WO-MAN! I'm a true man and a GENTLEMAN...Hahah. Though I'm a IDIOT, I'm not a PERVERT! (confirm 87% Hahah) and I don't have dirty thoughts about any girls or even boys and including You! WTH Boys? Hahah. Eh I haven't decided to turn GAY you know!Don't worry~

Okay...it's 2130hr and I've yet to finish file-ing! MDM Cheng gonna skin me alive!!
Okay My stomach is hurting...must be Yesterday's Kuih Lopes(confirm 99%)

BYE!

"Quickly! People are staring at me!"

TICK TACK TICK TACK!! I'm out of TIME!

HAHAH!! I'M BACK!!! (Does anyone even care abt that?)

Lately, life has been MUNDANE for me! Okay, I admit I haven been doing quite WELL.Not Emotionally nor Physically but Academically! I seriously need to put more time on my school work and less time on things that aren't important like watching Anime,running some errands for some people or accompany them to some place and etc. I seriously SHIT need to follow my TIMETABLE! Yah,for those who are still unknown and know nothing abt me...I've a TIMETABLE! Yah, I know thats so nerdy but nerdy is COOL what! Thats what some of my female friends told Yours Truly.
Okay, I admit I kind of really-unorthodoxly-unimaginably-apparently-obviously-truly didnt obligate&follow my TIMETABLE.For the first two weeks I'm very very super-duperly was committed towards my TIMETABLE but (what do you know) the next following weeks I went ASTRAY. Yah,example: at 2000hr I was supposed to do Revision but instead, I played the guitar. Instead of being in bed at 24oohr I was away chatting on the PHONE.I guess thats not very encouraging.Right?
Time is really really short and I still have chunks of things to do. Anyway, it's 2200hr and I haven't finished doing file-ing.Initially I wanted to finish that yesterday but I was virtually out for the whole day. I had fun yesterday! I was out with someone whom I've known for a very-berry long time! We went the whole Singapore (literally) looking for Skinny-Jeans. WTH!
Back to to our topic... I do need to think through my TIMETABLE and serious shit stop being an Idiot!

I've read through all the previous posts and I think it's soooo EMO lah~ I just realised that my posts are -___- Everything does happens for a reason or another...and I'm Thankful to everyone for being there for me... You are all LOVED!

I guess that's it...my mom's BITCHING at me right now to eat before the food turns cold!
Oh Yah...I just learnt a lesson: Never follow a Girl to the changing room cause, you'll get wierd stares and feelings too!!

"I like the blue top, the red one is too..."

I will get Stronger...

Today I woke up very early.Way earlier then any previous Sundays.It was weird at first; the surrounding was quiet.The birds weren't chipping,there wasn't any sound from the living room and the weather was fine.It was a peaceful site.I know something wasn't right.It was too good to be true.
Amidst from the desperation, my mom told me that my cousin has been admitted to a Hospital.
OH GOD...pls no more death in the family.I beg You.We're fragile,another shot would trigger a devastating effect.

I'm feeling lousy now.My mind is spinning,My throat is dry,My vision is playing with me and I'm running a temperature.Mentally&Physically, I'm getting weaker.

I must get strong,
I will get strong,
I have to get strong,
For all the people who care abt me
The road I'm walking on is full of holes.

"I'll never walk alone,because of YOU"

Slowly but Surely...

The past few days have been quite a storm!

(FIRST THING FIRST!) Okay, word has it that there's a conspiracy going on and that I'm seeing someone and being the third-party of a failed relationship! For the record, I'm not seeing anyone ('knowing someone' would be the right way to put it) and I'm ultimately Single but strictly Unavailable (till that goal of mine is achieved). And I don't know any girl by the name of Linda (but Desiree,Yes!).Certainly, I'm not putting an act nor devising any schemes (what do I get to gain from that!)

Hahah...Anyway I'm very very content with what I've achieved now. Slowly but surely... if I continue what I've been doing, definitely I'll achieve what I've set for (: Certainly, there's a trruckloads to improve on.

For the past week,(remarkably) I managed to survive with less than 5hrs of sleep a day and still could find the energy to play soccer. Well, I don't know how long I can last...
Anyway, I've done with tidying up my room (that's after my mom nag&nag&nag!)
So it's squeaky clean, I guess. Hahah.

I really don't know what to do now.I guess I better catch up on my sleep (: I've a family event later... I shall retreat to my heavenly space... (:

"I like yoou ,but don't get me wrong..."

Iszwan 101. part3

Hahah...I'm absolutely bored! It's 0034hr and both of my parents are not at home!

Can you name 15 people you can think of right now at the top of your head?Don't read the questions below, until you write the names of all the 15 people ,in no particular orders.Absolutely no cheating and switching positions on the list either!
READY ,START!

1)Nelson 2)Vina 3)Azie 4)Jon 5)Iman 6)Ridhwan 7)Aryani 8)Michelle 9)KH 10)Dan 11)Haris 12)Jazreel 13)Huey Ting 14)Mdm Cheng 15)Saleha
Questions:
1. How did you meet number 2? At school , ML lesson!
2.What would you do if you never met 4? There will be no TMM!
3.What would you do if 1 and 12 dated?Bastard!Bestfriend did this behind my back!
4.Did you ever like 13? Hahah. Botanical Garden ,this weekend?
5.Would 6 and 9 be a good couple? Damn! Totally Wrong!
6.Would you tell secrets to number 3? Why not?
7.What is your last memory of 15? Kissing her forehead for the last time ):
8.What is your first impression of 7? Damn! Nice Hair!
9.Do you know any of 1's family member? Yes.MICHEAL!
10.What is 10's favourite colour? I've no idea
11.Who is 6 going out with? Jasmine?
12.What language does 14 speakes? Eng,Chinese and Math! Hahah.
13.When did you last see 11? Tang Lin Coffee shop
14.What is 7's favourite band?Avenge Sevenfold?
15.Is 8 single? I guess so.
16.Where does 11 go to school? QSS
17.Where did you meet 14? Secondary 3
18.Did you ever like 3? Yes.She left a great impression on me (: ,and being there when I was emotionally unstable. Thank You!
19.What would you do if 15 confess she/he loves you? I would love to hear that again but she's gone far away and never coming back.
20.What is 4's best physical feature? Muscle!
21.Are 7 and 8 bestfriends? NO! They dont even know each other!
22.Is 11 boy or girl? Boy!
23.Have you ever hooked up with 14? Hahah. Crazy!
24.What is your relationship with 10? My new-friend!
25.What is the funniest memory of 6? MANGO!
26.What is your relationship with 13? Good-friend!
27.How close are you with 5? Very closssse!!
28.How old is 2? 17
29.Who is 9's bestfriends with? 1&6
30.Would you ever want to be in a serious relationship with 8? I love to but I can't! ):
31.Who is 5 in love with? Guitars!
32.Would you ever sleep with 9? EEEE! Damn wrong!
33.What is your favourite thing about 2? Hmm? She's very violent!
34.Is 4 sexy? Hahah. VERY!
35.Who was the last guy-friend that you talked to?1
36.Who was the last girl-friend that you talked to?7
37.Who is the smartest? 1
38.Who is the strongest? 4
39.Who is the funniest? Of course ME!
40.Who is the most sexy? Hahah. There's one...Super-Zie! (:
41.Who is the oldest? 15
42.Who has made a lasting impression on You? I donno. My perspective keeps changing!
43.What is so good about 1? Very diligent
44.What is so good about 2? Can entertain me all night long!
45.What is so good about 3? She has a great helping hands ,and willing to be there for her friends who's in need.

46.What is so good about 4?Very diligent and VAIN!
47.What is so good about 5? I've know him since kindergarten
48.What is so good about 6? His high optimism!
49.What is so good about 7? Her sense of humour.
50.What is so good about 8? Damn! Nice Hair!
51.What is so good about 9?We can talk crap all day long!
52.What is so good about 10? Very friendly and has a heart of gold
53.What is so good about 11?Better than me in English
54.What is so good about 12?I lost to her ): Hahah.
55.What is so good about 13? Hahah. We can talk all night long.
56.What is so good about 14? Mind-Maps!
57.What is so good about 15? Being there when I need her.
58.Who is the person who You really want to talk to? 15. How I wish I could turn back the time.
59.Who is the person You want to be with for the rest of Your lives? I wish to,but I can't
60.(last qs) Had a crush on one of them? Hahah. YES, there's one! Just a
friendly-crush

1.What is so good about the person you love? Being there when I need her
2.So where is your dad right now? On the causeway!
3.How do you feel about Racism?People should learn to accept one another ,and everyone is equal!
4.Who is the sexiest person alive? Hahah. There's one ...Super-Zie!
5.Who was the last person you talked to on Msn or AIM? A very new-friend whom I don't even know her identity
6.Is there someone you really can't stop thinking? Yes..always
7.Are you jealous of anyone right now? Hahah...PE..LEASE..... :P NO!
8.Has anyone thought You like&love them? I guess so. I'm just being friendly to everyone ,to widen my circle of friends
9.Name something great that happened today? My mom just called that she's going to reach home any 'minutes'
10.Do you regret doing something today? YEs!
11.Do you believe in aliens? Hahah. Yes & No.
12.Have you been happy recently? Partly Mixed!
13.What are you currently listening to? 'Lucky' by Jason Mraz!
14.What was the last movie You watched? Hancock!
15.Named someone who has turned your life at some point. There're two (if I can recall) Super-Zie & My Grandmother
16.How is your heart lately? The same as 17 years ago. Never been Heart-Broken. Just ocassional mood-swings
17. Check your message inbox, who has been flooding your inbox? There're two. Nelson and Vina!
18.Who is the person you are talking to on Msn? Hahah. The new-friend I told You about!

Okay, I'm not going to wait for my Parents! I'm off to bed! Tommorow gonna be a long day! Well, My new-friends...if you ever stumble into my blog, I really enjoy talking to all of You including YOU!

"Shit! I did it again!"

101days left...

Update Update Update!

Hahah...It's time to update!
Many things happened. Of course, a day without a bad run with luck is inevitable! Okay...now I sound like I'm jinx! Well I'm not! Hahah. I'm an INSPIRATION to all! (: Like I said, many things happened during the course of one week ( which is this week). There's a mixture of laughter, joy, sadness and ANGER! Yes...you SOB*, you made me angry! Don't worry I'm very forgiving. I'll forgive and forget!

Let's start with the not-so-good part. (let me recall...) Hmm...I must say that this week is not as bad as last week. I guess Lady Luck has been watching over me. The only not-so-good part is ... I think my memory is getting stale! Yes,I've been forgetting things lately. So it's more of a human error. Lately,I've forgotten to bring my textbooks, Hw (I did my homework!), stationery and ( the worst case scenario) keys! Yes...of all the things to forget, I had forgotten to bring my keys! To be specific, it was last Wednesday. I was soooooooooo angry with myself! My stupidity had caused me to wait more than 2hrs outside my house and for the whole period as I waited 'patiently' for my mom to get home, I was reflecting and pondering..."what next?". Yes, what next? Hahah. Looking back, my Life is really FUNNY lah.
For the record , I think I did something bad&awful. Eventhough, YOU said it wasn't my fault , I believe I'm partly at fault. ):

On a brighter side, I've been doing quite well lately - Academically & Physically. Yes, I've been putting a lot of effort and time on my work but I believe there's still more to improve at. For start, I've been waking up WAY early to do my revision. I don't know how long I can last but at the thought of someone, somehow I'm able to do so (: So I think if I continue what I've been doing lately (minus my stupidity) I'm sure I'll achieve what I've set for.

I guess for the next following weeks, I'll be spending 70% of my day in school. And I want to say that I'm touched when YOU said YOU want to help me with my geometry (:

Okay that's my going-to-sleep face! Hahah. I think I really need to rebond my hair!

I guess that's it. Another week, another update and another episode of my Life. The next following weeks will be packed!
Well...22 July is a very good date for me to remember~ (:

To Jon: Eh I hope you like the surprise!

"I can't help but to feel awful..."

103 days left...