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Monday, November 24, 2008

5th Day / Introduction.

Hey.

So today was practically my fifth day of work. I haven't blogged about my work huh.

Anw, Nelson thinks I'm desperate. Hahah. For getting a job too soon when there still like a freaking 3 months for Me to rot at home (literally).

I was actually getting restless as each passing day. So when an offer came (out of no where) I accepted it! Anw, Thank You Hong Ren!
So now as I'm reflecting... I realise that I'm actually quite Naive.

Anyway it's neither the best job in town nor it's the worst job available. But I'm very very lucky to get one so quickly. So I'll not complain too much about it ( I've promised).

Today was the fifth day ( I'm being repetitive!) and I already have few scratches on my right arm. Believe Me, it's not an easy job. And I seriously like my job. ( okay it's a small lie) But hey, I get to meet a lot of people. I've made alot of mature friends and we really hit off very quickly. My supervisor Mr Abidin is the coolest Boss! And You should meet the Manager ( my Boss's Boss!) , he is a great Man.

Plus, I get to learn a lot of new things! Well, on the first day, I learnt the Art of Packaging. Second day, I learnt testing on an electric equipment ( Fun lah!). Third day, I got my first hand on handling trading! ( A bit confusing. ) while the Forth day I get to interact with people! And today, was a bit violent! The computer hanged!

I guess I'm okay for now. A promise is A promise! It may seems hard, It may seems complicated and It may seems impossible but nothing is impossible!

Thank You again. Someday I treat You to makan! Hahah.




" Do you know how to use the Excel?"

Thursday, November 20, 2008

A Night to be Remembered.

Yellow! (okay, not funny)





I had the best ( with a capital B!)Prom Night in my life!


Gosh! Everyone look stunning! I didn't know there's so many hot people in the schoool. I'm proud to be a Queenswayan! (That's not a lie!)
Everything was Awesome. The reception was Great. We had the best Emcees! (Yah! Beat that!) The food was nice. Jun Guang had countless rounds! I guess, everything tastes nice on an empty stomach. The Performances were kickass. Shigga Shay was the bomb! And needless to say... what's prom night without Dance? The Dance was the coolest 20minutes of my life! And Yah, We rocked the Dance floooor! I really enjoy myself to the core.



let the pics do the rest...











Both Haris and Ridhwan came quiet early, so before headed to Raffles Town Club we went crazy with the cameraaaa first! Hahah.



They were the first two hot people We met. What happens when Crazy meets Crazy? They were stunning. Aryani's dress was full of bling bling. Hahah. Aisha look petite but gorgoues

Soooo freaking cooool! Can we do it again?




Jannah! She's gorgeous isn't she? The longest Girl (space) friend whom I've known!



Mr Darren Yap Goa Min! Classy siah.

Gui Xiangggg. Btw, that's Andre behind.




Ridhwan & Shu Yuuuuuuu! ( Miss Sexy lah)




Haris & Gayatri! Gaya look totally different lah...

Hahahah. We looook Super Cool right? Huey Ting looook Hot lah. Peace[V].



Thomas! He look like a Mob Boss! Anw He's Great!

Samuel and Jun Guanggggg! They look classssy!

The Opening was unexpected! Aisha and Sara were kickass! So who's the sidekick btw?


Okay! Seriously, Pei San was smoking Hot! Her dress, plus the ribbon fit nicely on her!

Aisha look like Aishwarya Rai! Jannnah with shades on.



Haris and Azizah. They look great as a couple don't they?


YangLin & the-hot-Girl-whom-I-cannot-say-her-name-properly.




Gaya & Bradleyyy! Simple yet, classy. Did they come together?

Hahah. Remington was reluctant. It's every Dirty-Man dream to take picture next to Miss Sexy! Fill in the blank... I think Remington is _______ (Gay / Not a Pervert).


Hahah. Coool! Shu Yu!

Ridhwan & Pei San. Okay! Seriously, Pei San is hot. Can I get one? Hahahah





Okay, the coooolest 20 mins of my life!





We literally brought RTC down! Titus was the first one to break the ice! Eventually Everyone too. We rocked it like We owned it! It's pure Madness! But Titus was the BOMB! I didn't even know who I was dancing with. We just quickly hit off! Anyway, They are hot people for sure.

I guess this is the most anticipating part! Seriously no kidding! Finally, Finally, Finally, Finally!


Let Me introduce... Vina! Hahah.


This is the first time she ever wore a Dresssss since the last time she could ever remember one! Booooooo.

Instead of saying "Hello" or giving a kiss on the cheek (hahah), the first thing she did when we first set eyes at each other was... Chasing Me and continued beating Me with her handbag! Okay, I dont deserve that. Let's not talk about what she did to Me at the dance shall we? I'm embarrassed. Hahah. Anyway, I'm relieved to see her in a dreeess!


Haris & Shawnnnnnnn!


Kah Haooooooo!



Faizal, Isman, Titus ( Hahah! The Bomb!) and Iman


Jannah & Liyana ( Prom Queeen siah!)



THE Ladies!


Bakti look cute! Hahah. He sang a medley! Great Performance!




Fazlee ( Prom King siah!) and Aishwarai Rai


Prom ends at 11pm! Needless to say, we wanted more! Hahah. The night was still young, I guess. The class wanted to party. Clark Quey was the destination.


Michelle!

Well after an hour of unsuccessful club searching, everyone was already dead tired. So there were only left 5boys and 7 girls. Imagine yourself at Clarke Quay at 1am in the morning. My mom would kill Me if she knows abt it. My parents weren't here btw!
. Shu Yu was drunk btw! (okay, just tipsy) She kept saying unusual things! And she said this...
"Luckily I've friends like Iszwan... Or else I confirm kena rape!"
Hahahaha. That shows Vina is absolutely wrong! But , she is safe home. And I walked Pei San to the cab! Yea!


Shu Yu's drunk! (okay, not so)

Look at Jazreeel's eyes! They are glowing! lol.

I reached home very late. So yah, I had worked the very next day.


Anyway, I really had an awesome night! A night that I'll never forget for years to come! ( I promise!) Oh yah, I really hate my hair! It just sinks! WTH O_0


Everyone, Thank You. More pics on Multiply.


"Omg, is that You in the dress?"




Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Thank God.

I'm desparately in need to get out of this place. I need to get out. I need to breath. I can't wait any longer, for I've waited for so long.

It's indeed true that opportunities are there for us to change. All I need is just one chance. One chance to change everything. I will never regret this decision. I promise ,and I swear I'll not complain and relent about how it gonna turned out to be.

You'll never understand how badly I want this.

Right now, Thank You for the second chance.


I'll never never never never never never never never never never never Give up.



"You can call Me Wan..."

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Seriously Thankful & Goodnight!

Thank God.

Seriously thankful. I know it's not much, but I'm very very very Grateful. Now it's all up to Me.

Maybe I'll blog more tmr. Till then, miss Me.



Anw


Happy Birthday to Nelson! 17 (correction!) already seyyy.




Yes, Yes, Yes... I can feel it. My humour!


" We go eat first at VIVO banquet "

Friday, November 14, 2008

Doing The Unthinkable / Selamat Tinggal

Robbing a bank, Intruding a Tiger's enclosure, Smashing the guitar in front of a crowd, Speeding close to 180km/h near a junction, Assaulting a Government official and etc.

All these have something in common though. Doing the unthinkable; not many would even think of.

Why did He jump into the tiger's enclosure? Was He under the influence of alcohol? Was He even conscious of Himself? No, He wasn't under the influence of alcohol and Yes, He was in a state of conscious.

But, why did He do it?

Maybe He did something bad? Maybe He lost something that's dearly to Him? Or Maybe things that He had intended and in mind had gone wrong? And that death is the only solution?

So many questions left unanswered.

His last words was




" Selamat Tinggal "

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Just between Me and God

Hey.

As of now, I guess freedom is absolutely achieved! So what's next for Me?

Looking back since day one of 2008, I'm feeling a bit let down and disappointed with myself. I really don't know why. Just that I screwed a lot. Everything I did, it's not really what I had intended or in mind. Stupid would be a good word to summarise it. I'm playing fire with my life, I haven't got burnt yet. For now, I'm just plain lucky.

I really don't know what to say or to be precise, how to say it. It's like, when You know You should have done this but You didn't do it, because of some stupid reasons. And another one. When You know You can achieve it and it's within Your means, You however, failed to achieve it. At the end of the day, You can see the disappointment on those faces whom have supported You.

Yes You, Iszwan, You stupid idiot.

Daniel offered Me a business proposal, or in other words a way out for Me from this whatever shit. It was a lucrative one. I thought, finally, I could get closer to what I have always wanted ,and be more independent. Furthermore, it will keep Me busy for the rest of My holiday.

But I did the unthinkable. I rejected his proposal. All I could give was an excuse. A stupid freaking excuse. It's totally lame and stupid.

I guess I just couldn't escape from the fact that I have a problem. A problem, which is between Me and Him.

I need one last chance from Him, for I have failed too many times.

I'm losing my humour... or did I ever have one in the first place?



" This Opportunity may not be there again "

Friday, November 7, 2008

Retailers' Dilema / Who is in Power?

Would You sell those games and gain profit, yet deep inside You know it's wrong, but again it's too tempting.

or

Would You reject the selling of it and missing a great deal of profit, and You are telling yourself that You are right and not crazy for doing so.

Everyone has a choice.

Fable 2:The Game finally been realesed but it has a M18 rating. I'm tinkering. Should I buy Fable 2:The Game or maybe wait till I'm officially 18.

I find it lame ,yet helpless wasting my time on something that it's not essential. But again, it's addictive.

So who is playing who? I playing the Game or the Game is playing Me?


" I'm 17 years and 9 months, am I legal yet? "

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

WOAH!

Liverpool just drew with Atletico Madrid, again. Torres didn't play. Punch sucker! Both sides were equally match. Atletico Madrid claimed the lead at 37th minute before captain Marvel, Steven Gerrard saved the day, yet again.
I wonder how Liverpool would be without Gerrard...


Evil Chelsea and his Oily Billionaire finally lose.


I guess
that's it. I'm tired and complacent.

Oh Yah, I made a promise to Vina. Shit! My first promise in three months sia. The idiot who stole her wallet, kindly return it pls. It has a great deal of sentimental value to her. Yes, I'm begging You (the Idiot!). She's gonna kill Me if I don't find it. See! What did I get myself into?


"The referee points to the spot, it's a penalty!"

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

Hours before ...

WOAH!

Just hours before Social Studies paper, I did the unthinkable. Thank God.

I'm safe for now, I guess.

Lesson Learnt: There's no such thing as shortcut!


My Vote is on Obama.

Peace.


" Tamil Tiger! Tamil Tiger! Tamil Tiger! "